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1. eternally bleeding heart (i drown in your blood) by NAIV3TY

   Fandoms: 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 - 유려한 | Lout of Count's Family | Trash of the Count's Family - Yulyeohan  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   11 Oct 2026

   Tags

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   • Alberu Crossman/Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo
   • Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo & Hong & On & Raon Miru
   • Alberu Crossman & Tasha
   • Eruhaben & Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo
   • Alberu Crossman
   • Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo
   • On (Lout of Count's Family)
   • Hong (Lout of Count's Family)
   • Raon Miru
   • Tasha (Lout of Count's Family)
   • Attempt at Humor
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts
   • One-Sided Relationship
   • Mental Instability
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Song: Lovefool (The Cardigans)
   • Self-Harm
   • Alberu Crossman-centric
   • Alberu Crossman Needs a Hug
   • Alberu Crossman is Whipped
   • Unrequited Love
   • Aromantic Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo
   • why isnt this a tag
   • Heavy Angst
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Oblivious Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo
   • I'm Sorry
   • Song: Somethin' Stupid (Frank Sinatra)
   • Alternate Universe
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Song: No One Noticed (The Marías)
   • Alberu needs therapy
   • Everyone Has Issues
   • Mentioned Fredo Von Ejellan
   • Mentioned Eruhaben (Lout of Count's Family)
   • Panic Attacks
   • Timeline What Timeline
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

   Summary

   "No, Cale, I'm fine—" He said it more harshly than he intended. Again.

   Cale cut him off. "Hyung-nim, please talk to me. What's wrong?"

   "...It's difficult to explain," he admitted. 'Because it's about you.'

   "How so? Do you think I won't understand or something?" His tone was sharp and accusatory.

   ***
   Or: what if Alberu’s self doubt didn’t disappear completely?
   What if he loved Cale, but Cale didn’t love him back?

   Series

   • Part 1 of love is a beautiful curse

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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