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1. if only i had a good reason (but i don’t) by trueblueloser

   Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Sep 2026

   Tags

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   • Troy Barrett/Harris Drover
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Troy Barrett & Ilya Rozanov
   • Troy Barrett & Dallas Kent
   • Troy Barrett & Wyatt Hayes
   • Troy Barrett & Shane Hollander
   • Troy Barrett & Harris Drover
   • Troy Barrett
   • Harris Drover
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Wyatt Hayes
   • Dallas Kent
   • Shane Hollander
   • Curtis Barrett
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Troy Barrett Needs a Hug
   • Troy Barrett-centric
   • POV Troy Barrett
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Hatred
   • Character Study
   • Mental Health Issues
   • attempted overdose
   • Panic Attacks
   • Dallas Kent Being an Asshole
   • Troy Barrett Loves Harris Drover
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • No beta we die like ilya’s curls
   • OOC canadian medical system
   • Title from a Gracie Abrams Song
   • Good Friend Ilya Rozanov
   • Good Friend Wyatt Hayes
   • the trajectory of this fic resembles a positive cubic function
   • Book 5: Role Model (Game Changers)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Bad Parent Curtis Barrett

   Summary

   The all-too-familiar voice in Troy’s head was back again. Sometimes it sounded like his father, sometimes it was Dallas, and sometimes it was Coach Cooper. But now, he recognised the voice as his own. An echo of the things he was used to hearing tormenting him yet again. A cruel reminder from the universe that he’d never escape himself, no matter how hard he tried.

   OR

   Troy is traded to Ottawa following a suicide attempt

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