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1. Between Here and Home (I’m There, Always) by Loon_AiPG

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   14 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Carter Vaughn
   • Canon Divergente - Sochi Olympics
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Panic Attacks
   • Emotional Breakdowns
   • Communication
   • Vulnerability
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov - Freeform
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   “Are you okay?” Shane took a tiny step forward.

   “Hollander.” Ilya’s jaw tightened. “Not here.”

   Standing high in the Russian arena, Shane took in Ilya’s quickening breathing, his tightly shut eyes, his knuckles white as he gripped the railing. His voice came out almost as a whimper: “Shane.”

   Fuck. Ilya was going to fall apart.

   Or: What if Ilya couldn't keep his walls up in Sochi, and instead of pushing Shane away, he completely broke down in the Olympic arena, forcing Shane to pull him into a cleaning closet, hold him through a violent panic attack, and potentially change their dynamic forever?

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