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1. A Losing Battle Against A Too Strong Body by ThisIsMyUsernamehehe

   Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Other
   • Complete Work

   30 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Jean DeWolff & Peter Parker
   • Frank Castle & Peter Parker
   • Aunt May Parker & Peter Parker
   • Peter Parker
   • Jean DeWolff
   • Frank Castle
   • Aunt May Parker (Marvel)
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Peter Parker Whump
   • Sick Peter Parker
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • eventually
   • Hopeful Ending
   • Peter Parker is a Mess
   • Peter Parker Needs a Hug
   • Peter Parker Needs a Break
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Spoilers for Movie: Spider-Man: Brand New Day (2026)
   • Movie: Spider-Man: Brand New Day (2026)
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Vomiting
   • Dead Aunt May Parker (Marvel)
   • Dead Uncle Ben Parker (Marvel)
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Good Parent Aunt May Parker (Marvel)
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Peter Parker Has an Enhanced Metabolism
   • Spider-Man Identity Reveal

   Summary

   Peter told himself that he wasn’t suicidal. He didn’t want to die, he just wanted to know if he had the ability to kill himself. In hindsight, it was ridiculous but it made sense to him in that moment.

   Or: The masked hero is a difficult one to get rid off. Peter finds out just how much that is true when he hits rock bottom and is unable to kill himself, no matter how many ways he tries.

   Language:

   English

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