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1. you erode all my edges until I circle back to you by arcanereverie

   Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Sep 2026

   Tags

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   • Hong Jisoo | Joshua/Yoon Jeonghan
   • Hong Jisoo | Joshua
   • Yoon Jeonghan
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Mutual Pining
   • Light Angst
   • Misunderstandings
   • Post-Break Up
   • best friends to lovers to exes to a secret fourth thing
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • my rendition of the jihan bathtub scene but it contains nonsexual intimacy
   • the state of jihan situationship post-enlistment
   • Reconciliation
   • jihan divorced allegations reaffirmed and debunked in a way
   • plot what plot there's only feels
   • bathing together and taking care of each other
   • yoon jeonghan avoidant final boss
   • resident yearner joshua hong
   • Yoon Jeonghan is Bad at Feelings
   • unknowingly embodied baby come home
   • Getting Back Together
   • New Beginnings

   Summary

   "What do you actually want from me?"

   "I want you. Not just a segment of you or a specific version of you. I want you whole and in every moment of my life. I want you to be mine."

   Joshua let out a watery laugh, a mirthless sound, his throat getting choked up from all the blood gushing out from the ruptured vessel leading to his heart.

   "You don't mean that." Joshua's eyes burned, stinging with grains of longing and resentment. "You always do this, disarm me with your honeyed words, make me lower my defenses and then leave," his voice cracked, "you always leave me."

   Jeonghan's fingers closed around Joshua's hand and planted it just left of his own sternum, right over the place where his heart pumped inside his thoracic cage. "You can feel it, can't you? The way it's beating for you. It always races a little faster when you're near me. My heart has your name engraved on it, it recognizes you."

   Or : Thirteen years of seesaws, second chances, and two souls laid bare.

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