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1. until it makes me bleed by WhatDoYouMeanIWasGooglingCoolUsernames

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

   • Mature
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   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   18 Oct 2026

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   • Loki & Thor (Marvel)
   • Avengers Team Members & Loki (Marvel)
   • Loki & The Tesseract (Marvel Cinematic Universe)
   • Loki (Marvel)
   • Thor (Marvel)
   • Clint Barton
   • Tony Stark
   • Bruce Banner
   • Avengers Team Members (Marvel)
   • Loki Needs a Hug (Marvel)
   • Loki Needs Therapy (Marvel)
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Angst
   • Hurt Loki (Marvel)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Past Torture
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Mind Manipulation
   • Thanos Being an Asshole (Marvel)
   • Genuinely he sucks
   • Protective Thor (Marvel)
   • Thor Tries (Marvel)
   • Loki & Thor Bro Feels (Marvel)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Post-Movie: The Avengers (2012)
   • Loki-centric (Marvel)
   • Depression
   • Loki Has Self-Esteem Issues (Marvel)
   • Avenger Loki (Marvel)
   • None of the Avengers knows how to deal with this
   • Loki Lives in Avengers Tower (Marvel)
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Panic Attacks
   • Good Sibling Thor (Marvel)
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • maybe a little
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Suicidal Loki (Marvel)
   • Dissociation

   Summary

   There was something wrong with him. Perhaps Thanos’ meddling in the void had made things worse, though that didn’t really explain why he was still so wrong after leaving him behind.

   Or: the one where Loki can’t not have the Tesseract

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