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1. Smell of Ashes by Nishentka

   Fandoms: Half-Life (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Barney Calhoun/Gordon Freeman
   • Barney Calhoun/Lauren mentioned
   • Barney Calhoun
   • Gordon Freeman
   • Isaac Kleiner
   • Eli Vance
   • Lauren (Half-Life)
   • Azian Vance
   • Alyx Vance
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Drunk Blow Jobs
   • Cheating
   • Gay Male Character
   • Bisexual Male Character
   • Time Skips
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Drug Addiction
   • Past Drug Addiction
   • Hospitalization
   • Recovery
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • this jerks have always loved each other
   • Minor Character Death
   • Anal Sex
   • Friendship/Love
   • First Time
   • Barney kinda stupid but innocent
   • Heavy Petting
   • Masturbation
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Gordon has a REALLY big imagination

   Summary

   Гордон Фримен — тот, для кого всегда хотелось делать исключение, найти компромисс, который бы их не разлучал несмотря ни на что. Знал бы он только, что это всегда было взаимным порывом.

   Language:

   Русский

   Words:

   62,652

   Chapters:

   15/15

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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