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1. I’ll Be in My Grave, Finally Perfect After the Maggots Carve Me Into Shape. by blueconcept

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Eating Disorders
   • Shane Hollander Has OCD
   • Fluff
   • Communication
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Sad Shane Hollander
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Shane Hollander Needs Therapy
   • Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder
   • Light Angst
   • Angst
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   It’s been roughly a year since the public display of their secret, their wedding not much later.

   Life has changed positively in so many ways for Shane, living with Ilya is truly a blessing, he’s never been happier.

   But of course, in the predicable, bitter way things move, his joy doesn’t stay for long, as he is bombarded with intense hate. He’s always had hate, but it’s slowly gotten unbearable, forcing Shane to crawl back to old habits.

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