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The tabby cat had been sitting on the wall at the end of Privet Drive since sunrise, and in all that time it hadn't moved a whisker. A man leaving for work had seen it reading a map. He'd told himself he hadn't, then spent the rest of the day not noticing a street full of people in cloaks, three owls flying around in broad daylight, and a lot of strangers whispering about the Potters and their little boy. By evening the neighborhood had gone quiet, and the cat was still there, ramrod straight, staring down the road like it was waiting for a bus that was very late.
Then the street lamps went out. They went one at a time, with a small click each, as if somebody were walking down the road switching them off with a lighter. A tall wizard with a long silver beard tucked the lighter back into his cloak and sat down on the wall like it was the most ordinary place in the world.
"I should have known I'd find you here, Professor McGonagall," he said.
The cat turned into a stern witch in emerald robes, with a tight bun and a tighter mouth. "How did you know it was me?"
"My dear Professor, I've never seen a cat sit so stiffly."
She sniffed. Then she asked what everyone had been asking all day. Was it true? Had he really gone, after all those years? And the Potters, Lily and James, were they...
"I'm afraid so," said Dumbledore, and for a while neither of them said anything. The boy had lived, he told her. He was on his way here now.
McGonagall turned and looked at number four. It had a tidy hedge and gleaming windows and not one single thing out of place. "Here? Dumbledore, I watched these people all day. They're the worst sort of Muggles. And they've got a son who spent the whole afternoon screaming for sweets."
"They're his family. It's the safest place for him." Dumbledore took a letter out of his cloak. "He'll be famous in our world before he can say his own name. I'd like him to grow up somewhere nobody's heard of him, until he's ready to be told."
"A letter? You think you can explain all this in a letter?"
A low rumble came from the sky before he could answer, and it grew into a roar. A motorbike came down out of the clouds, with a man on it so large that the bike looked like a toy, and he had a bundle of blankets in his arms. His beard was wild, his face was red and blotchy, and he'd obviously been crying for some time.
"Young Sirius Black lent me the bike," said Hagrid, sniffling. "Fell asleep over Bristol, the little tyke. Never made a peep."
There was a boy in the blankets, about a year old, with a tuft of black hair. On his forehead, just over his eye, was a cut shaped exactly like a lightning bolt. Dumbledore touched it very gently with one finger, then laid the baby on the doorstep, tucked the letter in with him, and stood for a moment with his head bowed. Hagrid blew his nose like a foghorn. McGonagall dabbed her eyes with her sleeve.
The baby turned over in his sleep, not knowing he'd just become the most famous person in the country.
It was ten years before he found out.
By then the baby had a name that everyone in Privet Drive used mostly as an insult, a pair of round glasses held together with tape, and a bed in the cupboard under the stairs. It had a dead light bulb, a mattress that was mostly springs, and a family of spiders who were, honestly, better company than the Dursleys. Harry Potter had never been told about any of the things that happened that night. He'd been told his parents died in a car crash, that it was probably their fault, and that he should be grateful nobody had put him in an orphanage.
Dudley had two bedrooms and a mountain of broken toys. Harry had Dudley's old clothes, which fit him like tents. He'd also gotten very good, over the years, at being quiet and not being where Dudley was, because Dudley and his friends had a game called Harry Hunting, and it wasn't a fun one.
Strange things happened around him anyway. His hair grew back overnight when Aunt Petunia gave him a terrible haircut. He once ended up on the school kitchen roof with no idea how. And on Dudley's eleventh birthday, when the Dursleys took him to the zoo (only because nobody would take him for the day), he met a snake.
It was a boa constrictor, as long as a bus and sound asleep. Dudley banged on the glass and demanded that it do something. It didn't, so Dudley lost interest and wandered off, and Harry stepped up to the glass by himself and said, "Sorry about him. He's an idiot."
The snake opened one eye. Then it winked.
Harry stared. He glanced around to see if anyone else had seen, which they hadn't, and then he leaned in and asked quietly where it came from. The snake pointed its tail at a sign on the glass. Bred in captivity. "Oh," said Harry. "That's rotten. Do you miss your family?" The snake shook its head, and Harry understood perfectly. It had never met them either.
Then Dudley was back, shoving Harry out of the way to get a better look, and Harry went down on the concrete. Nobody could say, afterward, what happened next. The glass simply wasn't there. The boa slid out onto the floor, thanked Harry in a long, polite hiss, and left through the reptile house doors, and Dudley and his friend Piers shrieked their way across the whole zoo with the whole zoo watching.
Harry was in the cupboard for a month.
He didn't think about the glass much after that. He was too busy being punished, and then the summer started, and then the letters came.
The first one was waiting on the doormat. Harry picked it up on his way to the kitchen and saw a heavy, yellowish envelope with a wax seal and his name on the front in green ink. Mr. H. Potter, The Cupboard Under the Stairs. Nobody had ever written to him before, and he was still working out whether it was a joke when Dudley snatched it. Uncle Vernon snatched it from Dudley, read it, and turned the color of old oatmeal.
The next day there were two. The day after that, twelve, and then twenty-four, hidden inside eggs and pushed under the doors, and by Sunday they were coming down the chimney in a flood. Uncle Vernon nailed the mail slot shut. He nailed the doors shut. Finally he put everyone in the car and drove them around the country for two days, hoping the letters would get lost, and when they stopped at a dingy hotel the clerk walked up and handed Harry one addressed to the boy in Room 17.
So here he was, on the night before his birthday, lying on the floor of a shack on a rock in the middle of the sea, with a thin blanket and a storm outside. Dudley had the sofa. Dudley's glow-in-the-dark watch said it was a minute to midnight.
Harry watched it tick over and whispered happy birthday to himself.
The door fell in with a crash.
A man filled the whole doorway. He had to duck to get under the frame, and his wild black beard and hair made it look like his face was somewhere in the middle of a hedge. He set the door back where it belonged, said, "Sorry about that," and sat down on the sofa, which complained, with Dudley still on it.
He took a squashed cake out of his coat and gave it to Harry. It had HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY written on it in green icing. Nobody had ever given Harry a cake, so he looked at it for a while.
"Who are you?"
"Rubeus Hagrid, Keeper of Keys and Grounds at Hogwarts. You'll know about Hogwarts, of course."
"No."
Hagrid's face went through shock and then something close to thunder. Uncle Vernon came in holding a rifle, and Hagrid took it from him and tied the barrel in a knot, like it was a pipe cleaner. Then he asked how it was possible that the Dursleys had never told the boy. Not a word, in eleven years?
"We swore we'd stamp it out of him," Uncle Vernon squeaked.
"Stamp it out!"
The tea took a while, because Hagrid made it by lighting the fireplace with a pink umbrella. Harry's parents had been a witch and a wizard. Harry was one too. He'd had a place at Hogwarts since the day he was born, and the letters had only been trying to tell him so.
"I think you've got the wrong Harry," said Harry.
"Black hair. Green eyes. Scar like a bolt of lightning."
Harry's hand went to his forehead before he could stop it.
"Yeh're not the wrong Harry."
Hagrid was bad at telling the rest of it. He wouldn't say the name of the wizard who'd done it, only that he'd been the worst there had ever been, and that he'd tried to kill every one of the Potters. He had killed James and Lily. He'd gone for the baby last, and for reasons nobody had ever worked out, the curse had bounced back on him, and he'd disappeared. Harry had been left with a scar. The whole wizarding world knew his name.
"They told me it was a car crash," said Harry slowly.
"A car crash," Hagrid said, in a voice that made Dudley slide off the sofa.
After that Harry asked about his father, because it was the only part of the story he could stand to hear. Hagrid brightened up. James Potter had been a charmer, he said, quick on a broom and quicker with a joke. Had a way with the ladies, he did. Never met a girl in the school who didn't fancy him at least a bit, though Harry's mum had held out for years before she gave in.
Harry's ears went hot. He took a very large bite of cake.
There was a letter for him, too, a proper one, that Hagrid had to dig out from the bottom of a pocket. It said HOGWARTS SCHOOL OF WITCHCRAFT AND WIZARDRY across the top, and Harry read it four times without reaching the end of the second line. Hagrid watched him, and if Harry had looked up, he'd have seen the way he was smiling, proud, and a bit worried, as if he was thinking about something Harry hadn't been told yet. But Harry was too busy.
He asked, a little shyly, whether Dudley would be going to Hogwarts too, and Hagrid snorted, and then Dudley, who'd been staring at the cake the whole time, got a tail. It was a curly pink one. Hagrid said he hadn't meant to, exactly, he'd only been aiming to give the boy a bit of a fright.
Later, when the storm had mostly blown itself out and Hagrid was asleep in front of the fire with his coat spread over Harry like a blanket, Harry lay awake and looked at the ceiling. His whole life, he'd wondered whether he'd ever be anything but the boy in the cupboard. And all along there had been a school, and a world, and two people who'd died to keep him alive.
He lay there until the sky went grey, listening to Hagrid snore and Dudley whimper in his sleep about the tail. Something was about to change. Harry wasn't sure he'd ever felt hopeful before, and he found, to his surprise, that he didn't mind it.