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In the early afternoon the couple was cuddling together on the bed, watching movies and resting until they could. Enjoying each other’s presence, forgetting the outside world and who they were. In this place only Taehyung and Jimin existed, instead of individuals it was “us.”
Times like this were so rare compared to months ago when both of them had more opportunities to spend their time together and do whatever they wanted. However, things got busier and having a minute just for themselves was as rare as the white raven.
“We should get up.”
“Just five more minutes.”
“You always say that until you end up being late. Poor Saejin, you should spare his life.”
“Saejin can wait, after all, this is our day” Opening one of his eyes, Taehyung faced with the most gorgeous human. Messy and fluffy marshmallow colored hair framed his lover’s ethereal face, making him look like the most delicious sweetness in the world. With his slightly chubby cheeks Jimin looked so adorable that Taehyung barely could stop himself from pinching him.
For the new promotion and comeback Jimin had to change his appearance to show a different side to his fans. Playing with the idea of representing the boyish, playful image and the vibe of spring, he died his hair to baby pink color. When Taehyung first saw it he forgot to breath for a second and with amazed expression just admired the locks between his fingers.
Reaching out to run his fingers through Jimin’s hair, he was musing how someone so perfect and cute like Jimin exists. His face was angelic under the sunlight, his puffy lips were so kissable and his squishy, rosy cheeks with the pillow creases still on them made him even more stunning.
People usually saw a flawless human whose hair always looked stylish when in reality Jimin’s hair was naturally a little bit curvy. His fans saw him looking like an Adonis in his tight jeans when in home he only wore sweaters and basketball shorts. Giving the casual boyfriend vibe.
Only him…only Taehyung could see the man in this light, appreciating every inch of him.
Not torturing himself more he drew down the boy to hint a kiss on his swollen lips, chewing on them seconds later with a grin on his face. Hinting small kisses on his way to Jimin’s ear, he playfully nipped the skin behind of it, being aware how sensitive the other was in that area.
“Taetae…You will be late.”
“Stop being perfect, then I will reconcile your words.” Not leaving any time for words he turned them until he was sitting on Jimin’s waist and the boy was laying on his back. Buried between soft pillows Jimin could feel the other’s warmth and scent, breathing in deeply to make his mind dizzy.
Taehyung’s fingertips wondered from the man’s collarbones to his stomach, cocky smile not leaving his lips –thanking his luck for Jimin’s habit of not wearing shirts at home…being all free and natural as he mentioned before. When he reached his bellybutton he started to run them upwards again while his other hand cupped Jimin’s chin to make him look into his eyes.
“Do you love me?”
“What kind of question is that? Of course I do.” Disbelief showed on Jimin’s face, as he was wondering what made Taehyung question something so obvious like that…especially on this special day
“How much?”
“Seriously Tae?”
“Answer me.”
“I love you to the moon and back.”
“Good answer.” Brushing their lips together Taehyung invited Jimin into a slow kiss, enjoying how the other’s hand caressed his back, how their skin glued together.
The popcorn’s buttery-salty taste still lingered in Taehyung’s mouth but all Jimin could taste was honey.
They passed the time when butterflies flew in their stomach and giggled by every skinship they did. It’s been years since they first shared their awkward kiss with too much teeth and blushing.
It’s been a while but still…
It made their stomach shrink, their heart beat faster and their body heated up. Mind, senses filled with each other, crawling for more and more being addicted to it.
Slowly circling his hips to wake Jimin’s interest, Taehyung bit on the upper lips and let his fingers get lost in his soft hair.
“Tae…” Breathing the words Jimin didn’t protest either, just followed whatever his instincts said. His resting hands on the other’s back grabbed the man’s butt to rub their members together, making both of them moan in pleasure as the material stimulated them.
Taehyung always knew how to wake up the sleeping tiger inside of Jimin, bringing out his wild side- knowing exactly how to make the other crazy for him without even trying too hard. He knew his other half’s weaknesses and used it for his advantage every single time.
Did he felt sorry?...No…not at all.
Taehyung left sloppy kisses on his way down, playing with Jimin’s nipple and sucking on it harshly, the other’s body unconsciously jerked upward from surprise. Repeating the movement again successfully earnt a wave of impatient whining. Jimin was so sensitive here that it was too tempting to miss it.
Sticking his tongue out, he licked the boy’s abs until he reached the edges of his boxer. With darkened eyes he glanced up to ask for a silent approval which he immediately got as the other expectantly sucked his lips between his teeth.
With a kittenish lick he ran up his tongue first on Jimin’s half-hard dick through the black cotton textile. His spread palms were resting on the boy’s stomach just to scrape the soft skin with his nails from time to time.
“No-ah…Noh matter h-how much I-I …ahh love this….you-you should…ah fuck..hurry up.” Jimin hated himself for saying that but they really didn’t have too much time on their side. Taehyung’s photoshoot was timed to an hour later and Saejin promised to pick up the man within ten minutes. Pushing their own pleasure aside made his heart pang with sorrow but this was life…they had duties, they had works. If it required to end the fun time, then they had to go with it.
Being aware of their time limit, spicing up the things Taehyung literally threw the other’s boxer down, grabbing the base between his fingers he looked up again. “We have plenty of time don’t be a drama queen…or should I remind you how fast I sucked you off on that award show?”
“You are all talk. Also it was two months ago I can’t remember everything.” Challengingly Jimin played dumb, with excitement bubbling in his guts waiting for the other’s step.
Of course he remembered.
Oh gosh, how could he forget the pressure of being exposed anytime; how could he forget those teasings which Taehyung did the whole night. It was the 28th KBS Drama Awards show where Jimin appeared as a nominee for best OST while Taehyung attended for Hwarang- best co-star actor. His lover was sending nasty texts about a promising filthy night, brushing their shoulders accidentally when they walked next to each other. For a small part of the night they seated together around the same table which let the other to be a little piece of shit. He palmed Jimin under the table, messaged his inner thighs and just laughed at his suffering with the most innocent face.
The world saw it as two best friends holding hands secretly under the table, being nervous for the other. But instead of lovely-dovely bromance what Taehyung and Jimin did behind the man’s toilet’s door was far from that. Taehyung’s mouth was wrapping around Jimin’s member, saliva dropping to his balls as it ran down on the man’s chin.
Just like now.
Picking up the provocation Taehyung set up a comfortable speed and being the good annoying boyfriend he is, only took half of Jimin’s length. If the other was brave enough to challenge him then maybe he can teach him a lesson too. His eyes never left the man’s, just stared up while he licked the pre-cum on the tip and sucked it sharply.
Giving Jimin the pleasure for his secret kink, Taehyung pushed the man to his limits. The boy was so in love watching his lover giving him blow job or prepare himself in front of him, taking the vibrator as far as he could- that Jimin literally could get laid by the view without touching himself.
Hearing the high pitched moans it seemed his plan worked like always.
“Fuck babe…yhou-you look beautiful.”
Blushing at the praise he decided to reward his lover for the words and loosened his throat until his mouth hit Jimin’s balls. Tightening his grips on Jimin’s waist he took his hard dick completely, until the top of it hit his throat. Jimin sounded like an angel in his songs, his voice moved million people making them emotional mess, giving him chills…however he sounded the best when he was crying out his name desperately.
Very soon Jimin’s breathing quickened, grabbing Taehyung’s hair firmly he thrusted forwards, chasing his orgasm. The warmth was forming in his stomach, numbing his senses and concentrating only on Taehyung’s wet mouth around him- he let out an indescribable sound which was the sign that he was close.
Growling from satisfaction Taehyung speed up his space then popped his mouth away to jerk Jimin with his big hands which the other adored.
“Come on babe…come on my face.”
After a few assertive moves, Jimin stiffened from the sudden, rushing emotions. His orgasm hit him out of nowhere by the dirty words, without warning he collapsed with a deep groan. Thighs trembling from the aftershock, Taehyung soothingly run his hands on them and climbed up to kiss the other. Come still glistering on his face urged Jimin to whip them off with his thumb, not forgetting to bath the spots with butterfly kisses.
Jimin pushed Taehyung’s shoulder but faced with clear resistance. Eyes widening questioningly he pondered what happened that the other don’t let him return the favor.
“Don’t worry about me. I will have a cold shower and dress up before Saejin really kills me.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah…But tonight I might recall this offer.” Giving a small peck on Jimin’s nose Taehyung got up to get ready before his manager decides to break into Jimin’s house.
Tonight they are going on a date, celebrating that they have been dating for 3 years now.
Time flew by in a blink, they became successful and matured into grown up men but one thing didn’t change. They were here for each other, giving a comforting shoulders during rough times, wondering about the uncertain future and dangerous tomorrow.
These years were filled with happy and bad moments, arguments here and there with lots of make up cuddles and whispered I love yous.
They had met by pure accident thanks to their common friend Yoongi, who had produced Jimin’s first solo album and was actually Taehyung’s old hometown friend from high school. Yoongi mentioned both boy’s name when he hang out with them privately which picked up Jimin’s and Taehyung’s interest about the other. Then one day, Taehyung surprised Yoongi out of nowhere and finally saw the famous Park Jimin who looked like a puppy in his big stripped pullover which hid his adorable fingers from the curious eyes.
Taehyung already made name for himself in the industry. Although he wasn’t popular and still had a long way to go, he was able to steal the spotlight for himself making people talk about him. With meaningful side roles he easily found his way to the drama lovers’ hearts who were rooting for him, debating his future. However, Jimin felt like he met a superstar who was definitely out of his league- because Park Jimin knew as soon as he spent an afternoon with the other that he will never be able to forget him.
But his shyness slowly disappeared as he learnt about Taehyung’s top secret from Yoongi, helping out him from his misery the older told him that Taehyung was apparently into boys. This gave him the final push to ask the other man out and the rest was history.
After his photoshoot ended Taehyung went home - to his own house- to pick up the present for Jimin, change into something comfortable but also appealing and got into his own car. Tricking the paparazzi he used Saejin’s private car and drove to Yongsan-gu to be as far away from the unwanted curious eyes as he can. Hoping that the dark night’s veil will cover him, giving him the great possibility to escape from the busy Seoul.
40 minutes driving and an annoying traffic jam later, he found himself on the agreed meeting point, where a car was already waiting. He parked his car at the entrance of the park and jumped out with excited heart.
Knocking on the window as a sign, the door opened within a second with a dressed up Jimin. Compared to his morning look he was more stylish, dressed up and absolutely stunning. He wore Taehuyng’s favourite black jeans which made his butt well shaped and showed enough skin of his thighs through the ripped parts.
Secretly in his boring times Taehyung secretly wondered occasionally how the material didn’t rip apart by Jimin’s muscles and how he was able to dance in leather pants which looked like leggings on the man.
“You look great.” Jimin measured his lover with hungry eyes, taking in every inch of him.
“Same for you.”
Sharing a smile Jimin hopped out to link his fingers with Taehyung and headed to the silent, extinct park. Not being afraid that anybody would see them they behaved conveniently, leisurely. Stealing kisses from each other on their walk and being as close as they wanted.
Usually they spent their dates in each other’s house, in the car or in barely packed places. They had found this place a year ago which gave them the biggest freedom. Being themselves outside of the four walls, away from the eager eyes and away from the world which would judge them for something natural.
Sitting down on a bench in front of the lake, Taehyung rested his head on Jimin’s shoulder enjoying his warmth and his cologne which lingered around them. Overwhelmed with emotions and dealing with million thoughts he opened his mouth to share what was in his mind.
“It’s crazy how things have changed since we first met.”
“Yeah. I’ve never imagined in my life that I will stand on that point where I am now, or where we are.” Throwing one of his arms over Taehyung, he drew the man on his lap to make him lean on his chest. He buried his face into the jumper, closing his eyes to listen to the beautiful music which was created by Jimin’s heartbeat.
„When we first started to date, I thought you were actually joking with me.”
“Huh? Why have I never heard about this?”
“Because it’s silly. Yoongi told me that you might be interested in me however you were a giggling mess around me. I thought you looked at me as a friend.”
“Well, now I’m offended. It seems my flirting technique was a disaster.”
“Don’t say that… I found it very …very cute.”
“Liar.” Pinching Taehyung’s nose, Jimin pecked the top of his head and played with the man’s locks between his fingers. He never was a flirt king but he tried his best. Jungkook was already on his side, being a loyal friend and worker since the beginning- he taught him how to be smooth. He was the idiot who listened to that kid who played the big boy, while literally freaked out by the mention of porn.
“Sometimes I miss your failure attempts. They made me laugh a lot.”
“Great…just laugh at me, making me a fool.”
Smiling at Jimin’s grumpy expression and pouting lips he straightened to make the childish sulking disappear. The kiss deepened, Taehyung’s lungs were screaming for fresh air but all he could focus on was Jimin. He didn’t want to die this young, no matter how poetical it would be- leaving the world between his lover’s arms like in those dramatic movies- he shortly moved back. The dark brown eyes were sparkling, his reflection greeting him with fondness, being hooded with passion.
Touching their foreheads together, whispering his confession into Jimin’s lips he wished this moment would never end. In his life he never regretted his decision for choosing acting as his path. He could thank so many things to it: his friends, his success and not lastly the love of his life. It’s true though that the pressure by the public for being flawless, perfect and ready all the time sometimes reduced his energy, but he still loved it.
However deep down (of his heart) there was something….something which hurt him as days passed by them, as he became older and realized that there will be something which he might will never have. The feeling of being a dirty secret, his blooming love towards one of the most beautiful man in the world made his smile bitter as the reporters asked him about his private life.
He couldn’t say it….and the painful part is that he was scared. Not because he wasn’t proud of himself living his life the way he wanted, not because loving a man was shameful…he was scared that this country wasn’t ready for him…and them.
“What’s wrong?” Noticing how Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, Jimin could tell the man was somewhere else in his thoughts. It was a natural sign of it on Taehyung’s face which hardened the man’s lines, making him look more mature.
“Nothing…there is nothing wrong.” Covering his teary eyes, he stood up from Jimin’s lap and rummaged in his pocket.
Following his moves carefully and with a pleasant smile curving his lips upward the next moment pure shock flashed through Jimin. His eyes widened, mouth agape without words coming out- he turned towards Taehyung robotically who embraced his hands in his own ones, sitting by his side now.
“You are like a fish. If you don’t close your mouth a fly might fly into it.” Laughing at the other’s reaction he regretted not bringing a camera with him to capture the moment.
“Wh-What are you doing?”
“I was thinking…I was thinking about this for a while. We are still young and we have plenty of time to settle down or make serious decisions but…but I wanted to make it more formal. I know that you promised me your love, I trust you and love you from the bottom of my heart. Hell, I would follow you to anywhere…I ..hmm.. I just wanted to promise you a future where only we exist.”
“Taehyung…” Jimin’s eyes started to get blurry from the aspiring tears and Taehyung wasn’t in better condition either – cheeks flushed red from nervousness.
“As I said we are young and even though I’m already 100% sure that I want to live the rest of my life with you, I know that we have to be more confident in ourselves.”
“I believe in us”
“I know, I know.” – Taehyung gave a small peck on the other’s rosy cheeks to reassure him that he didn’t doubt this.- “I’m just aware of our circumstances…I want to…I want to slowly build up our life together, creating a bubble which will protect us when we…when we are ready to face the reporters and fans’ angry eyes. I want to prepare everything step by step before we crush. Because I was thinking that one day…you know… one day you and I…”
“That we will be married?” Brushing their noses together Jimin couldn’t help but laugh at his flustered boyfriend. Of course Jimin played with the idea a lot, they even talked about it before- barely, only dancing around the topic without naming it clearly. They shared the same dream, they planned their life together and hoped for a future where both of them could walk hand in hand in the public with the rings on their fingers.
“Yeah.” Awkwardly coughing, scrapping the back of his neck Taehyung tried to suppress how his heart skipped a beat. Jimin hypothetically said yes to him…oh gosh how was he still alive?!
“So you are giving me a promise ring?”
“Yeah…Will you…Will you accept it?”
“With pleasure.”
Hours later, behind closed doors with dusk surrounding them Jimin linked his fingers with Taehyung who was underneath him. Admiring the silver rings next to each other, twinkling by the moon’s light his heart swelled once again. Kissing the boy like there was no tomorrow, thrusting in him until he was melting between the sheets, whispering obvious secrets about his feelings- Jimin showed Taehyung how much he loved the man. How he prayed for the same future when the other didn’t look, how he wished to bring happiness for him, sparing him from harsh words.
Life is a funny thing. You meet people in the most unexpected circumstances and moments, then the red lines of your lives tangle together, writing a story for two people instead of one.
The next morning both men were startled by the phones’ loud ringing and people banging the front door. With concern and incomprehension they picked up the phone to realize that the world found them sooner than they planned.
