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The orange sky peeked through the window, changing the whole room into an amazing amber colour. It made Jongin's skin look amazing, the tanned skin becoming more rich and beautiful as the light touched it, golden and godly.
Sehun looked over to the clock and saw the the time, shit, it was close to seven in the morning. Sure, Sehun and slept on and off for ten minutes at each time, but he spent most of the night awake and thinking. The alarm which went off everyday at seven would go off at any second and Sehun didn't mind, he had a day off so any hours of sleep he missed on could be made up.
The buzz and music entered the room, Jongin groggily woke up and hit the snooze button. He sat up from Sehun's chest and rubbed his eyes in a child like way, yawning soon after.
"Morning Sehunnie", Jongin smiled down to his boyfriend, leaning forward moments later and kissing him lightly on the forehead. Life couldn't get much better than this, Sehun thought.
"I'm so in love with you", Sehun spat out, saying it before he could even stop himself, but even if he could stop himself would he?
Jongin's smile stayed, but he looked confusedly at the other and laughing a little. "Where did that come from?"
"I just wanted you to know", Sehun nodded once, his hand being met by Jongin's which was warm and comforting.
"I'm in love with you too, a lot. Big amounts", Jongin spoke simply, his Brian probably too tired to make anything too sappy and sentimental, but the meaning was still there. "You look tired, did you sleep okay?"
"I couldn't sleep that much last night", Sehun replied honestly, as he always did with Jongin. He didn't like how Jongin looked worried, he didn't mean to make him feel that way.
"Did I wake you up by accident?", Jongin asked, Moving his hand to Sehun's cheek and rubbing it softly under his eye. "I'm sorry if-"
"No- no", Sehun smiled softly, "you didn't do anything, I was just thinking a lot last night."
"Good thinking or bad thinking?", Jongin knew how Sehun could get, he tended to over think a lot of things and end up on a tangent of crazy thoughts which were so far from what the beginning thought was about.
"Good thinking, I was thinking about us", Jongin's face softened as Sehun said these words. "We've come so far, you know. We met when we were what, Nineteen? And now we're almost half way through our twenties and i understand if you don't feel the same way but I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old."
The word vomit came out and Jongin just stared at him, Sehun couldn't decipher what type of stare it was so he chose flight, "I- I mean- I'm sorry I didn't mean to say-"
Jongin leant foreword and kissed him lightly on the lips, morning breathe not being a problem because nothing seemed relevant at this current moment. Nothing could bother the pair as their lips were connected, not even the loud birds which chirped outside from their window, or the fact Sehun's bags were most likely big enough to turn off anyone. Nothing mattered, minds blank and hearts beating just as fast as they did the first times their lips touched.
It was perfect, until they had to break apart. Sehun didn't mind though because he got to look at Jongin again, he knew just by that what the answer was. Jongin knew too but he still wanted to say it, just so Sehun definitely know.
"I wanna live with you even when we're ghosts", Jongin reconnects their hands again, he brings the back of Sehun's hand up to his lips to kiss it softly and meaningfully. "You were always there for me when I needed you and I never want that to change. So please, stay by my side forever. Say you won't let go of me"
"I won't ever let go of you", It was sappy and cringey, they called it sentimental but that's what you get when you combine Jongin and Sehun.
Slowly, Jongin leant foreword back onto Sehun's lips. Jongin always told Sehun that their lips were perfectly made for each other, how they fit so well on each other. Sehun laughed and said it didn't make sense but now, He understood. Jongin's soft lips pressed onto Sehun's and at that moment, Sehun knew he would never let go.