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2019-01-21
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Sunflower

Chapter 8: Epilogue

Notes:

Surprise! I had a chapter 8 planned!

I know I said only 7 chapters, but I did also have the idea to do this short little snippet. I probably could've included it in chapter 7, but it really didn't fit with the format I had there, so I decided to just make an epilogue.

(also oof. I think the end author's note is longer than this chapter lol. but I say some pretty profound things I think)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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A week later, she would be standing in front of Adora's casket. She would be cleaned of all blood. All the horror. All the wrong that was done to her.

In Catra's hands, a single sunflower.

"They postponed the sunflower picking day." Her throat would be swelled shut with constrained tears. "Police are still cleaning up and gathering more evidence." The tears would fall anyway.

She would tuck the sunflower into the casket, its sunny and vibrant face too saturated in comparison to Adora's pale, lifeless one. The first sob would wrack her body violently, but she'd press on anyway.

"I managed to grab one anyway. So you still owe me fries and a milkshake."

Adora wouldn't respond and the wave of agony would bring Catra to grip the casket tightly, trying not to sink to her knees.

"But….later, okay? I'm not gonna forget."

She would reach out to touch Adora's face and immediately flinch at the cold, memories of Adora's warmth still on her fingertips.

"We'll go stargazing again too," she would promise. "Maybe….maybe you can show me where you are. So I'll know where to meet you."

And then she would gently hum to her.

"Then you're left in the dust, unless I stuck by ya. You're a sunflower.

"I think your love would be too much."

Notes:

So again, I want to say sorry to everyone I "deceived" with this fic. I understand why a majority of people are upset (even if they did still enjoy the story itself).

But I had my reasons (and here's where it gets deep).

My mom has always instilled in me from a young age that "you're not guaranteed to wake up tomorrow". Something that I'm pretty sure everyone is aware of to some extent, but never really thinks about it. We come up with cute things like "live life to the fullest", "YOLO", and "carpe diem"....but I don't think anyone really stops and considers the full weight of it.

Humans don't like to face their own mortality. And they also don't like to acknowledge the mortality of those they care about. So we often tend to take things for granted rather than take time to deal with these uncomfortable topics. Which is fair. No one likes to think about death more than they should.

Sometimes....we could be having one of the most mundane weeks of our lives. Sometimes there aren't any warning signs (and if there are, they might be subtle enough to easily miss). Sometimes things just happen. And we can't prepare for everything.

This fic sort of comes from a personal place. This exact situation hasn't happened to me, but just a couple months before writing this (because I started in Dec), I got into a sort of argument with my boyfriend. Then I had to sober drive for my frat where I nearly got into a wreck that would've surely killed me on impact. I was shaken when I got home and suddenly I couldn't remember what I was mad at him about. Things really got thrown into perspective for me.

TL;DR - Things are gonna happen unexpectedly. No one is guaranteed to wake up the next day or even live through today. Cherish your relationships. Savor those moments. You never know when it'll be the last ones you'll get.

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