Crying about autistic Shane Hollander (getting railed) is my therapy
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if i could be under your skin (closer than we've ever been) by petitepeach
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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This is the real, honest truth of it: Shane has spent years navigating his own personal rules about touch, putting up barriers out of necessity, only for Ilya Rozanov to knock them down with ease. No one has ever touched Shane like he has. Shane has never wanted anyone to. But Ilya Rozanov—Shane wants him, in a way that’s new and terrifying. They’ve been as close as two people can possibly be, and still Shane wants more.
or, Shane Hollander has a carefully controlled relationship with touch. Ilya Rozanov changes that. -
We Can Be Something, Hollander by MsParker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Sep 2026
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Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.
Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.
It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.
Ilya isn't having it.
OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?
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you light my fire like a cigarette by no_ilya_thats_gross
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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“Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”
Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.
“Rozanov,” he begs again.
“Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”
“You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying and failing to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.
“Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”
“I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.
“Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”
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Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.
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Unwritten by dreamsinviolets
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Aug 2026
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Shane's accident was career ending. Instead of asking Ilya to the cottage he broke up with him in a displaced fit of rage. Ilya has not heard from him since.
Until he does.
Tues, Aug 29 at 4:46 AM
Jane: Heey
Jane: Long timr no dspeak
Jane: I mean yeah I guess thats my fault
Jane: How you been?
Jane: Ive been great
Jane: Shit
Jane: Ive been shit actually- Language:
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Bookmarked by ALilNightMusic
13 Sep 2026
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No crying but Shane being SEEN and diagnosed, too
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i knew it when you looked my way that i'd be begging you to stay by youreterriblemuriel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jul 2026
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Shane was feeling weird about wanting the men he hooked up with to hold and kiss him afterward. It felt like a lot to ask of someone he'd probably never see again. His hookups were most often one-offs; Ethan, the guy from this afternoon, was a rare exception. He wondered if it meant he was abnormal, but Rose reassured him that when he was that naturally submissive to his partners, it was very common to want some aftercare. Physical touch was just his preferred way of getting that.
or: Shane loves giving up control during sex, but can't get anyone to give him the amount of aftercare he needs. Hot, sexy drummer Ilya to the rescue.