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When Magnus breaks up with Alec over the Soul Sword Alec can't move on. Nephilim love once; fiercely. Alec sinks into a spiral of self-destruction that gets increasingly worse. No matter what he does Alec can't stop thinking of Magnus and no amount of hate and pain can drive the longing away. Finally, he thinks he has a solution to make it all stop.
Note: Alec is on a path of self-destruction here. His depression, self-hatred and self-harm spirals further and further out of control. While he does have sex with Jace in this story it's not love; it's his way of hating and hurting himself further. There is no doubt Alec loves Magnus in this story.
If you want to skip this story about Alec's decent into pain and depression then go to the second story in this series "I turned my face away and dreamed about you" where Magnus returns and saves Alec.Series
- Part 1 of Broken Angel