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  1. 54

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    There was no way Chuuya had gotten poisoned on their mission on Friday, so what was this then? Was he sick? Chuuya had never even gotten so much as a cold in the three years they had known each other, likely due to his singularity, so that didn’t sit right. There was one other option Dazai could think of, but it also didn’t make any sense despite the mounting evidence.

    Chuuya groaned, rolling over so he was facing the side of the bed Dazai was now standing on. “M sick,” he grumbled, sounding a little delirious. “Hurts.”

    Dazai finds Omega Chuuya in the midst of his first heat.

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  2. 36

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    It was a night like any other. Actually, it really fucking wasn’t, but Chuuya was doing his damn hardest to pretend like it was.

    He needed this, he really did. He needed to relax, and unwind, and just not fucking think for two seconds. In an ideal world, any old hookup would do, but alas. Unfortunately in Chuuya’s case, there was only one person who could help him, and that person just so happened to be the most infuriating man in all of Yokohama, maybe even the world.

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    After a long day (week, month, life), Chuuya calls Dazai over for one of their usual rough, no strings attached hookups hoping to get some relief. Unfortunately, things quickly go wrong and Chuuya ends up feeling worse instead of better.

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  3. 52

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    “I have a proposal for you,” Dazai began, using his diplomatic voice that he liked to use on people who didn’t know he was an absolute tool. Chuuya was already suspicious of this entire thing, but he kept his expression carefully neutral and nodded for Dazai to keep going. “It’s a…release proposal of sorts.”

    “Releasing what?” Chuuya asked suspiciously.

    “You,” Dazai replied like that was supposed to explain everything.

    “Me,” Chuuya repeated, deadpan. “And what am I being released from exactly?”

    “Me,” Dazai said, like that was somehow supposed to clear up any remaining confusion on the matter.

    After a bad fight, Dazai is prepared to leave Chuuya's life completely. Chuuya doesn't want to let that happen.

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  4. *

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    When violin student Nakahara Chuuya meets a mysterious stranger, the night before his first day at the super-exclusive Port Academy, he thinks it'll be just a one-night stand like any other.

    An extremely good, overwhelming night that will leave no trace in the morning.

    Except that the stranger is no other than the feared Dazai-Tsushima Osamu.
    He is a violin prodigy, married, and the headmaster of the Port Academy.
    Getting involved with him is definitely a terrible idea.

    Despite it all, Chuuya finds he can't escape the gravitational pull that drives him to Dazai.

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  5. 9

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    Dazai finally got a good look at his ex-partner’s face. Pale skin, tense jaw, dark circles under his darting eyes as if he hadn’t been sleeping. His lip was split. And there were finger markings around his throat as well.

    “What happened?” The words tumbled out of Dazai’s mouth almost immediately after noticing. “Who did this to you?”

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    Chuuya gets hurt and Dazai finds out a couple days later.

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  6. 37

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    Chuuya invites Dazai over to help him train, and he can’t decide if he wants to fight him or fuck him, so he does both.

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    A sparring session escalates very quickly into an unconventional 69 using a squat rack.

    Heavy on the skk unconventional mating rituals tag.

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  7. 10

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    Chuuya has always felt distant from the world in a way he hasn’t ever been able to explain. He’s always felt like a ghost in humanity, always seeming to linger but never quite touch. Dazai, on the other hand, seemed to be the opposite- but still same in the sentiment. Shouldn’t their roles be reversed?

     

    OR!!! Asexual or Aroace Chuuya and a hypersexual, demisexual & biromantic Dazai!!! This is a story I’ve been wanting to write for a long time now, and I’ve finally decided to just do it!!! Take that ‘writing fanfiction limits your potential in being a writer’!!! (Indirect burn towards my creative writing teacher)

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  8. 17

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    Chuuya's fingers slide down past Dazai's waistband – clammy and sweaty and almost mean fingers wrenching pleasure out of a too tense body. Barely a body. Fifteen years old and touched everywhere, Dazai is more like a thing for Chuuya to play with. A pair of tiny tits. Wet cunt. Easy.

    Not that easy.

    Not always.

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  9. 12

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    “What?” Chuuya asks loudly, almost sounding offended. “Why the hell do you think I would do that?”

    “You’ve hit me before,” Dazai whispers, and it really does sound like he’s on the verge of tears.

    “In the past,” Chuuya reminds sternly.

    OR: Dazai gets triggered by a movie scene, and Chuuya tries to help him the best he can.

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  10. 20

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    What Dazai expected when he quietly walked in was to see his dog lounging on the couch or typing away in his unreasonably large home office. He could not have anticipated what he accidentally walked in on. From the bedroom came soft moans and the sounds of sheets rustling.

    or: Dazai walks in on Chuuya and they both have the time of their lives.

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  11. 62

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    “You know, Chuuya, I really don’t make a habit of ruining pretty things.” His voice was hot against the omega’s ear, his teeth harsh against the column of his neck, and his scent— that disgusting mix of deep water, smoke and whiskey, was all too consuming, invading Chuuya’s senses like a physical hand, attempting to force him down to his knees and into submission. “But it’s like your body was made to be ruined.”

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  12. 22

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    Of course Fyodor would find the sight of him, flushed and needy and unable to do anything about it, endearing. He’s always had a sadistic streak a mile wide, all-devouring and obsessive. In the recesses of his heart, Chuuya could admit that the fault lie partially with him, that he had goaded Fyodor into leaving him here, heat-addled and desperate, for almost an entire day. But the bigger part of him, the most stubborn part, wants to blame it all on the alpha-- after all, it is Fyodor’s responsibility to take care of him at all costs.
    And he’s not feeling particularly taken care of right now, not with his cock hard and red and painfully twitching against his stomach or with his ass leaking slick, his face hot as he squirms uselessly on the bed. Technically, he knows he could have touched himself. Of course he knows that yes, physically, he could have fucked himself. But everytime he thought about it, everytime his fingers began to stray downwards, or a shift against the sheets felt particularly good, there was Fyodor’s voice in his head, repeating the words he’d left Chuuya with when he parted for the morning: You wouldn’t have any fun without me, right? You couldn’t.

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  13. 4

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    Chuuya quirked a brow. Anything was a big offer. But with Dazai, there is most certainly a catch. A catch Chuuya will definitely not like. “And? What if you catch me?”
    Dazai’s grin widens, showing all of her yellow tinted teeth. “If I catch you, I can do whatever I want with you until time runs out. The perimeter is your apartment. So, what do you say? Wanna play?”

    OR; Dazai offers to play a little game with Chuuya

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  14. 47

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    Dazai Osamu’s varying unhealthy ideas of what sex is supposed to be, over the years — through the eyes of Nakahara Chuuya.

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  15. 15

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    Careless mistakes lead to Dazai accidentally summoning a demon. He is not sure how to feel about the consequences.

     

    [Removed from anonymous on 26/10/25]

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  16. 7

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    Dazai wasn't a fan of the person he was having sex with being quiet. It reminded him of the way Mori used to have sex with him as punishments. Chuuya was no exception. Chuuya usually communicated with Dazai when they had sex. Not this time. Dazai didn't know if he was allowed to say he didn't want to do it like this or what. Chuuya had been pissed at him all day so maybe this is just a punishment. Chuuya did say previous times they were having sex that he could always say if he didn't want to do something or just anything. Did that still apply?

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  17. 26

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    And Oda begins to realize that perhaps he hadn't known Dazai Osamu at all.

    A long precursor to guilt sex.

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  18. 47

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    Dazai's first week as Port Mafia's youngest Executive in history isn't going so well, and he reacts the only way he knows how: whiskey and a death wish.

    When a stranger in a bar takes advantage of the situation, Chuuya is the one sent to deal with the mess. Juggling his troublesome new partner's downward spiral alongside developing unwanted feelings for the guy, all on top of a sinister new player in the underground gem trade? It might be more than Chuuya can handle without a breakdown of his own.

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  19. 16

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    Dazai is fooling around with Chuuya in his office, and gets some ideas when he realizes Chuuya had too much to eat today.

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  20. 6

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    Dazai likes being in control. Chuuya lets him. Even if it means letting himself go completely and being at Dazai's full mercy. (Read the beginning notes and the tags)

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