even if it's not forever

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• At least I have the memory by kitkatxlight

  Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  16 Jul 2024

  Tags

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  • Trent Alexander-Arnold/Jude Bellingham
  • Jude Bellingham
  • Trent Alexander-Arnold
  • English National Football Team Players
  • Gareth Southgate
  • Fluff
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Ambiguous/Open Ending
  • First Kiss
  • Denial of Feelings
  • feelings are complicated
  • Feelings Realization
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
  • England played so shit I'm suing for damages
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Idiots in Love
  • Surprisingly wholesome
  • They both need a Hug
  • Romantic Fluff
  • Nonverbal Communication
  • they just get each other
  • Comfort
  • Healing
  • football practice gave me this plot
  • no beta we die like I did when watching the euros final

  Summary

  When nothing is constant you cling to the things that are. And sometimes that happens to be someone.

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  "Sit in your memory, let you relive it, over and over and over again 'til your never forget.
  You'll always be just a little bit mine. I'll always keep a piece of you life"

  Series

  • Part 1 of even if it's not forever

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  7,945

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Collections:

  1

  Comments:

  12

  Kudos:

  56

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  1,141

• taste the poison from your lips by kitkatxlight

  Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  11 Aug 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Trent Alexander-Arnold/Jude Bellingham
  • Trent Alexander-Arnold
  • Jude Bellingham
  • English National Football Team Players
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Ambiguous/Open Ending
  • Fluff
  • Idiots in Love
  • Feelings are still complicated
  • Trent doesn't like talking about his feelings
  • Denial of Feelings
  • Self-Doubt
  • Feelings Realization
  • Love is hard
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • I wrote this instead of my assignment
  • kind of a happy ending but not quite
  • Kissing
  • Boys Kissing
  • Gentleness
  • author is sleep sleep deprived
  • Surprise Kissing
  • Making Out
  • no beta we die like I did at football practice yesterday
  • Smut
  • Porn With Plot
  • Comfort Sex
  • Gay Sex
  • Anal Sex
  • Angst and Fluff and Smut
  • Jude's impatient

  Summary

  Some things are deeper than rationality, deeper than the truth.

  Trent fears the hurt it could bring, but is that enough to let it be?

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  "How much sorrow can I take? Blackbird on my shoulder. And what difference does it make when this love is over?"

  Series

  • Part 2 of even if it's not forever

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  13,693

  Chapters:

  2/2

  Comments:

  14

  Kudos:

  64

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  2,090