idolatry / parasitism
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Ethan smiles down at a man who, after all these years, he still idolizes. Their relationship feels like parasocialism even now, the scene viscerally similar to masturbatory fantasies he used to dream up as a kid.
Biting and teething and wanting more. He tries to calm himself, remind himself how misplaced his motivations are. But it doesn’t fucking matter, anyway. It’s not like Ethan’s going to change.Series
- Part 1 of idolatry / parasitism
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To kill the provider. He’s actually salivating at the thought. A dog that hunts a fucking wolf.
Ethan considers dying his hair.
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- Part 2 of idolatry / parasitism
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Sean isn’t like Mark. For a moment, Ethan almost thinks he sees that same spark of resentment boiling beneath wet eyes, bubbling to the surface. Maybe it’s why the two don’t talk anymore. He wonders if he’s heading down that road, too.
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- Part 3 of idolatry / parasitism