We'll walk the path together (promise)
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He was tired. And not just to the normal extent. It was like the very being of himself was worked to the bone, all the way through his core and into his soul. Bang Chan sighed, running an exhausted hand through his hair before dragging it down his face, aware of his appearance. It was scary, to be honest; his eyes had huge, dark rings around them (thank god for concealer), his usually neat hair was unkempt, ruffled, and messy, and he hadn’t eaten a proper meal in about three days.
It was around one in the morning, and his producing had gotten almost nowhere. Chan sat in his chair in the studio, eyes glazed over, thoughts circulating in his head.
You’re getting nowhere; you’ll never finish.
You knew you weren’t good enough to debut, but you made it somehow, and this is your punishment.
Any other member would be better than you.
*****OR: Bang Chan is tired due to the impending comeback. His mental health suffers for it, and he ultimately gives into the tempting thoughts and makes an attempt. His boys witness it all.
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- Part 1 of We'll walk the path together (promise)
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‘You failed’ was the first thought that raced through Chan's head as he sat staring, looking but not seeing, at the white hospital ceiling above him.
You failed, and look at what you did. You made your kids see you at your worst, you forced them to clean up, you made them report your body. How much worse could a person be?
~*~OR: The aftermath of Chan's suicide attempt.
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- Part 2 of We'll walk the path together (promise)
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Recovery isn't linear, but Chan is learning.
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- Part 3 of We'll walk the path together (promise)