hollanov <3
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The morning is here. Shane is here. And for the first time, as the day begins to bloom around them, Ilya allows himself to believe that what happened in the dark between them did not disappear with it.
Ilya lifts his head slowly from Shane’s chest, careful not to disturb him. Shane makes a small sound in his sleep, something soft and unguarded, and Ilya freezes for half a second, breath caught in his throat. But Shane settles again, his breathing evening out, and Ilya lets himself move.
Now that he knows it’s real, now that the panic has quieted and the words from last night have survived the light of morning, there is one last thing he needs to do. And he needs to do it alone.
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After the tender confession of love the night before, Ilya sneaks away for a few moments alone, seeking out the one person he needs to thank.
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- Part 1 of hollanov <3
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“Is she alright?” Shane asks, voice tight.
“We don’t know yet,” Hayden says, and now he sounds exhausted more than frantic. “She’s been colicky all night. Jackie and I decided to take her to the emergency room. But listen—Shane, can you watch Jade, Ruby, and Arthur? Just for tonight? I’d ask our parents, but my mom’s recovering from surgery and Jackie’s parents are on vacation. I don’t burden them.”
“Of course,” Shane says almost immediately and Ilya’s chest swells with pride. He picked such a nice person like Shane, who is always ready to help. When Shane looks to Ilya for confirmation that it is okay, Ilya is already nodding. “When do you think you’ll be here by?”
“Jackie and I are strapping the kids into the car now. Should be there in thirty minutes.” Hayden answers and Ilya hears the decisive thud of a car door.
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When Amber comes down with a fever, Hayden calls Shane and Ilya and asks if they can watch the rest of his kids during the one weekend they have off that season.
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- Part 2 of hollanov <3
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just tell me you love me (i'll give you what i need) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Mar 2026
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“Promise me you’re going to break up with him,” Ilya says, the teasing edge in his voice fading into something more serious. “I am very selfish, Shane. I do not want to share what is mine.”
Shane nods almost immediately. “Tomorrow,” he breathes out. “I’ll break up with him tomorrow.”
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Shane has never been completely certain about his relationship with his boyfriend. There’s always been a sense that something is missing. But when he meets his boyfriend’s coworker, Ilya Rozanov, he finally understands what that missing piece is, and realizes he’s found it in Ilya.
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- Part 3 of hollanov <3
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“Tell me,” Ilya cuts in gently, but there’s no real room for refusal. His gaze locks onto Shane’s, unwavering. “Tell me you’re pretty.”
For a second, Shane looks like he might swing at him, like every instinct in him is fighting this. Ilya’s smile is a bit wicked as his hand grips the base of Shane’s cock a little tighter. And then something in Shane’s face shifts. Desire seems to win. It always does.
“I’m pretty,” Shane mutters, the words reluctant and rough.
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Hayden Pike is trying to look out for his recently heartbroken friend when he texts Ilya Rozanov, a known stoner, to ask if he has any edibles. What Ilya doesn’t expect, and what Hayden neglects to mention, is that this “friend” is none other than Shane Hollander, frat president and the guy Ilya has been agonizingly crushing on for months.
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- Part 4 of hollanov <3
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Shane huffs out a breath, a faint, helpless smile pulling at his mouth. “I know.” His thumb brushes along Ilya’s cheek. “I just think this is taking a lot more out of me.”
“What is?” Ilya frowns, kissing the inside of Shane’s palm.
“This,” Shane says quietly, gesturing between them. “Keeping it a secret. I thought it would be easier. Just don’t talk about my love life, right? Avoid the questions. But it’s not like that. Every time something good happens, something funny, I think of you. I want to tell them about you. And every time I don’t, every time I hold that back, it hurts. And then I get angry, too, because no one else has to do this. No one else has to filter their life down to hotel rooms and fake names. I think what JJ said wasn’t really about him at all. It just reminded me that I can’t even brag about you.”
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After two blissful weeks at the cottage, Shane and Ilya return to their lives back in Boston and Montreal. As the season begins again, Shane is consumed by a loneliness so profound it pushes him to grasp at anything that might ease the pain.
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- Part 5 of hollanov <3
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Shane scoffs, pushing back slightly. “Okay, I’m going—”
He barely gets the words out before Ilya’s hand is on him, his fingers wrapping around his bicep, firm, pulling him back. Shane’s breath catches. They’re inches apart now, the space between them thin enough that Shane would only have to lean an inch forward to close the space between them. He can feel Ilya’s breath against his face.
“Want me to show you?” Ilya asks softly.
Shane swallows. He knows exactly what he means. “I know how it works.”
A flicker of mischief passes through Ilya’s eyes. “But you don’t know how it feels.”
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Co-captains and roommates Shane and Ilya are trying to study for a midterm when a text from Marleau, along with an accompanying porn video, leads to the collapse of their friendship.
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- Part 6 of hollanov <3