'cause, in the night, i know you burn with feelings i cannot return, my dear
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i can stare into your eyes and search for something more / but its futile, we are not worthwhile by mumblingberries
Fandoms: House Builder Gang SMP | HBG SMP
10 Apr 2026
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"It will heal, and it will not scar." Couriway murmurs, and he cannot tell if it was something that was meant for his own ears or not when the vampire had purposefully ducked away and said it under his breath, almost like the statement was a reassurance for himself rather than the body of the person that he had just drank from. Regardless, it does not matter because the one thing that Fein is worth to the other man matters very little when his blood is so dreadfully filthy.
"It will heal," he reminds himself when he looks at it, closing his eyes and focusing on the way the saliva that is tacky on his skin dries in the dusty air of the library. "But it will not scar." He mourns.
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A glimpse into Feinberg's thoughts about a certain vampire.
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i know that you mean so well / but i am not a vessel for your good intent by mumblingberries
Fandoms: House Builder Gang SMP | HBG SMP
10 Apr 2026
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It will heal, and it will not scar.
He repeats it over and over, a mantra that embeds itself into his brain to convince himself that he's doing absolutely no permanent harm to Feinberg as his teeth break skin and blood coats the inside of his mouth. He's done this thousands of times before. The blood that he's tasted and consumed are from people who have never seen his face and have never uttered a single word about his existence because he has never left a reminder of himself behind for his prey to notice and realize that his kind exists somehow someway.
Feinberg barely flinches in his grip when the pain from the bite finally shoots through his nerves, surrendering himself to Couriway like this was what he was meant to do.
This is not the purpose that Feinberg serves. He is more than just something Couriway feasts on. He is more than just a blood bag.
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The human that haunts Couriway's thoughts.
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"I'm an easy meal?" Fein inquires, and Couriway can't help the soft huff of laughter. Fein doesn't sound offended, but he sounds amused, as if he's aware of the allure that he has on the vampire and how the taste of his blood is enough to make Couriway's centuries of meticulously trained self control break in days.
"You offer yourself up to me, of course you're an easy meal." He leans close, mustering an exhale to brush against Feinberg's ear and the moonlight dappled scars scattered upon his body like a painting. "I'm getting sloppy at killing now that you're around."
"But you don't mind."
"I don't mind."
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The current changes in Couriway's life, where some are maybe for the better.
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abandon all your stupid dreams about what we could've been by mumblingberries
Fandoms: House Builder Gang SMP | HBG SMP
07 May 2026
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"What was it like being turned into a vampire?" He knows that he caught Couriway off guard with the manner the hand on the arm holding him close slides off as he's partially forced off the unmoving chest, Couriway sitting up and looking at him with confusion in his eyes.
"That's not the question I expected," the vampire admits, pulling his hands closer to himself, face shifted in thought for a moment. "That wasn't what you wanted to ask, was it?"
"It's the one I asked, does it matter if it was one I wanted? How would you know?"
"It's not like you to ask that."
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The inevitable.
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