Bring me home
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Every step feels stupid. Like the world might still become the version in Cristiano’s head if one of them is brave enough to say it out loud.
Three kisses between criska, a prequal to Not a Good Idea.
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- Part 1 of Bring me home
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“Careful,” Cristiano says. “You almost sound like you know me.”
Kaká’s mouth moves. Not quite a smile.
“I do know you.”
That makes Cristiano angry. But it also does something else, something old and humiliating, the Madrid-bad thing, the thing he thought he had cut out of himself five years ago. It moves under his ribs, alive and stupid, and Cristiano decides he would rather kiss Kaká than think about it.
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- Part 2 of Bring me home
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Fuck the vows. Fuck the rings. Fuck the beautiful lives we have built and could continue to build. Fuck it all, because it fucks everyone up. Because everything hurts and it hurts so fucking bad, and if there is no clean way out of this life, maybe the only thing left is to choose which truth will ruin us.
There is no clean version of this.
There never had fucking been.
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Cristiano is getting married in seven days.Series
- Part 3 of Bring me home
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每一步都感觉愚蠢至极，好像只要他们之中有一个人足够勇敢，把某一句话说出口，世界就真的会变成克里斯蒂亚诺脑海中的样子。
Criska之间的三个吻，发生在《Not a Good Idea》的五年前。
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- Part 4 of Bring me home
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卡卡身上还有一个地方是留给他的。一个黑暗的、羞耻的、饥饿的地方。一个在克里斯蒂亚诺召唤时依然会前来、看向他时仿佛连救赎本身都变得肮脏的地方。那地方像一座破败的小教堂，藏在卡卡身体里某个无人承认的角落。没有人会去那里。没有人知道那里还亮着灯，除了克里斯蒂亚诺。
那地方，他大概可以称之为自己的。Series
- Part 5 of Bring me home
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去他妈的誓言。去他妈的戒指。去他妈的，我们已经建起、也本可以继续维持下去的美丽人生。去他妈的一切，因为它会毁了所有人。因为所有的事情都令人痛苦，而且痛得他妈的要命，如果这辈子根本不存在一条干净的出路，也许剩下唯一能做的，就是选择用哪一种真相来毁掉我们。
这件事没有干净的版本。
从来就他妈的没有过。
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克里斯蒂亚诺七天后就要结婚了。Series
- Part 6 of Bring me home