The World Crumbles With You At The Center
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The Dirtiest Control by adonisthevamp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jul 2026
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He flushes the toilet from his spot on the ground and leans his back against the bathtub. He wiped his face with his hands, only smearing everything together more. Slumping down onto the bathroom floor, Shane starts to cry again. He bangs his head against the tile a few times, feeling completely stupid.
But the dark part of his mind corrects the thought. It wasn’t stupid if it felt good and worked.
The realization is a dangerous thought. He did feel better. Very marginally. But better. The guilt and disgust were eating away at him, but he couldn’t shut down the fact that he felt better empty. After the crying stopped, he almost felt calm. Knowing that he could fuck up and fix it in less than an hour. Way less time than if he exercised it off like normal. Worst of all, the only part he really felt bad about was eating the junk in the first place. He couldn’t make himself angry about throwing up. Being empty was too simple a feeling to ever be angry about.
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Shane develops an eating disorder in his strive to be the perfect hockey player. All he's trying to do is set himself apart with an extra bit of determination, but it goes sideways when the dieting switches to a dirtier fix.
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