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Ghost gets bit. It's not goodbye. Soap will make sure of that.
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11 Jun 2025
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"..I have to discuss.. something with you." Soap says, breaking that tense silence in the air that hangs between them.
Ghost tilts his head, "Then discuss it with me."
Fuckin' prick.
Soap sighs, "I don't know how to.. I dunno.." he trails off with a sigh, looking at the ground. He looks at Ghost's shoes, he doesn't know why he does that, but he looks at his shoes and takes in the sight of how worn they are. Ghost loves his gear, that much is very obvious, he uses it until it's thread-bare and almost disgusting. Soap likes that about him, the way he loves things until their last breath.
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aka; soap writes in his journal and has feelsSeries
- Part 11 of ghostsoap fics
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05 Jun 2025
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It's been fifty four days since Ghost shut down, cold and silent as he stormed out of his quarters. Soap fucked up, plain and simple. He said something he shouldn’t have, didn’t give any thought to how it could be taken, and he knew it the moment it left his lips. Some nights he wants to barge inside Ghost’s room and beg him to just end it all, to smother Soap's misery gone. Soap can’t recall how he went through life before Ghost, but he can’t go on after him.
There is no after Simon Riley.
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04 Jun 2025
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The maiming of the kill comes naturally, as easy as taking a breath with Ghost congratulating him on a job well done. The scraps of praise, the hints of veiled approval in Ghost’s voice has the knife of Soap’s longing twisting deeper each time. Soap has to catch himself from immediately seeking out Ghost’s eye the moment a body he slices slumps to the ground. From extending a hand out to touch, like a dog waiting for its master to give a pat on the head. But in the quiet of the night, Soap is uncontrollably restless.
Soap wants him. Desperately.
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03 Jun 2025
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Yearning, Ghost realizes, aches even deeper than a bullet wound.
He’s trained himself not to desire, the same way he’s trained his body to sprint while in full tactical gear, the same way he’s trained his eyes to focus through a sniper scope for hours on end.
But he’s never wanted someone—anything—like he wants Soap.
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