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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    Sawamura cuts him off by kneeing him in the side, pressing their lips together. Kazuya’s voice dies in his throat, and his grip on Sawamura’s shirt tightens, aching to be closer to him. A tiny reminder pops into his head, telling him it’s impossible to be any closer. But he wants, and he wants so badly, and how can he stop when it’s right there?

     

    Kissing Sawamura Eijun feels like the warmth of summer, the blinding sunlight on a pitcher’s mound, and the euphoria of victory. His lips are intoxicating, and though Kazuya had warned Sawamura, he knows he couldn’t have stopped either. Not once Sawamura’s hand tangles into his hair as he presses against Kazuya fervently, like he’s on a journey to discover something brilliant and brand new. They’re stuck on each other, entwined in one another, and he wouldn’t have it any other way.

    Few things, to Kazuya, are sweeter than victory; Sawamura makes this list.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    T_T

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    After Miyuki Kazuya learns that Sawamura might be moving on from their shared pro baseball career to the MLB, he reflects on just how close he's let Sawamura get over the years - and everything he stands to lose if Sawamura leaves.

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    26 Oct 2025

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    Standing ovation and applause

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    On any other day, he wouldn’t think much of it. He’s the type to keep his head down and grind it out at the plate, to take a game one inning at a time until the team gets the win. But today, on one of the warmer afternoons in September, Kazuya thinks he can let himself bask in the spectacle. Not for the thousands cheering him on nor the thousands more watching on their screens, but for one person in particular who’s rooting for him at home.

    He thinks of rough knuckles. Of the early autumn breeze, and a boy painted gold. Of the chain around his neck, ring resting on the skin of his chest. Of lips and favors and beginnings.

    On September 6, Miyuki Kazuya of the Yomiuri Giants hits for the cycle.

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    18 Oct 2025

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    one of the best misawa characterizations i’ve ever seen genuine standing ovation

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    "Eijun’s on his side in an instant, groggy eyes peeled wide open, brain lurching with the effort of getting his bearings straight and making sense of the fact that it’s still day-time, in the middle of November, and Kazuya’s at home."

    Sort of part of the Baby, It's Cold Outside series (set after Time in a Bottle) - but can be read as a stand-alone too ~

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    17 Oct 2025

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    engaged misawa i love you so bad

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    “Miyuki Kazuya, who was your first kiss?”

    Sawamura asks a curious question and discovers a secret – Miyuki Kazuya’s never been kissed.

    So, Sawamura offers to teach him.

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    In other words: Sawamura and Miyuki, sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g.

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    04 Oct 2025

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    learned more ab kissing than ever before