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    Dean attends a life drawing class for a case.

    The nude model turns out to be Cas.

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    Dean approaches with a practiced, fake casualness, very purposely avoiding looking at Cas’s bare torso or the way his linen pants are riding low on his hips, and it makes Cas want to burst into laughter. I know you to your bones, Cas thinks of saying. I know everything there is to know about you, I made myself into nothing to keep you alive, and you still think I can’t see through your performances?

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    How do you fill the summer after you win the Stanley Cup? That Dean could have probably figured out just fine. What's new to him are the boyfriend, the bisexuality, and his sudden role model status in the world of LGBTQ sports fans. Dean's a hockey player barely good at relationships, not some sort of hero, but now he better figure out navigating this world with Cas, quick, because he doesn't know what he'll do if he loses him.

    A series of timestamps in the summer post-Stanley Cup victory.

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    Dean Winchester knows two things about hockey, two things his dad made sure he knew. One, hockey is a guy’s sport, and two, hockey is family. Hockey meant Sam and Bobby and Benny and Victor and Gabriel and hell, his entire team. So when Victor gets traded, Russian-star-turned-new-teammate Castiel Krushnic becomes a threat. As much as Dean hates him for that, the longer he sticks around, the more he begins to threaten that first rule too. Dean’s been taught his whole life that those who play hockey should not be captivated by deep accented voices and the way a guy handles his stick, so how the hell is he supposed to justify what he’s starting to think about Cas? All Dean wanted at the beginning of the season was to win, and now all he wants to do is figure out how he feels about Cas and how to deal with it without ruining his career and tearing his family apart.

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