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Those who fight wars and have families back home, or someone, something to come back to, might just try to keep their hands as clean as possible, pure, untouched by the horrors of what they’re going through. But what they don’t realize is that, in this type of world, having or trying to have a normal life outside war is, to put it as simple as the one and only lieutenant Simon Ghost Riley has just blurted out “fucking stupid and useless, at the end of it all, you’ll find yourself 6 feet underground anyways”.
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"But here’s the catch, that has Soap twisted and confused. Soon enough, Price began to show a lot of affection towards Soap too. Again, affection is a strong word, but the way his captain would touch Simon, the same way Johnny would be treated by the old man. Whether it’s a small grab of the neck, or a pat on the chest, or a light touch of waist when passing by, one time he even felt, for a few seconds, his captain’s palm traveling all the way down to his lower back, resting there for a few moments before grabbing the younger man by his shoulders.
Because of that, those scenarios inside Soap’s brain, in which Simon would ruthlessly pound him and breed him on every known to man surface, got a surprise element, his one and only captain. And, God be damned, he began having wet dreams, feeling like a fucking teenager, dreaming of being stuffed by both his superiors. "
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It cost me one arm to fall in love with life by Alec_R
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
25 Oct 2024
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Sometimes, no matter how much you try to keep up with both life and death that surround you, in such a work field, there will come a day when your whole being will be crumbling and your whole life will change in an instant.
Simon has tasted, throughout his military dedicated portion of life, as much blood as air itself. He’s been through the worst of all and each time he got out more scarred than the last time, yet stronger and less human at the same time.
The problem with living in this kind of painful darkness for so long is that when something happens and it’s greater than every single thing you’ve witnessed or that has happened to you in the past, it might destroy you for good.
There’s that sensation of being always on the edge of falling into the void without a parachute nor a way to come back either sane or at least intact body and soul wise.
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Soap’s fingers can now be clearly seen under the dim light. They are slowly tracing Soap’s hole, teasing it then... then they retreat, but not for too long as two of them are suddenly swallowed by what can only be another hole. Ghost’s knees feel wobbly out of a sudden and he unconsciously leans onto the wall for a few seconds, to regain his balance. He swallows hard, biting his lower lip under the mask and closing his eyes for a bit. The sound of Soap fingering his pussy gets louder and louder and Ghost takes another short look at the sight then he decides it’s enough. Feeling his body trembling and heavy, Ghost closes the door as silently as he can, with only a small click sound escaping.
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You do need someone older to put you in place by Alec_R
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
18 Feb 2024
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<< Think I need someone older
Just a little bit colder
Takes the weight off your shoulders
Think I need someone older >>Inspired by Isabel Larosa's song 'Older' - which screams Gaz and Price relationship :)
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Ghost, under threat of another psychological evaluation from both his CO and therapist, has been forced to partake in a penpal programme with another soldier in order to "practise empathy" and "re-establish human connection." He hates it until he doesn't.
MacTavish willingly volunteers for the SAS's new penpal programme because what the hell, it could be fun. And when his penpal ends up being adorably emotionally constipated, well, that certainly doesn't hurt.
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04 Jan 2026
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"What you got?" Soap asked.
"Tequila. You like it?"
"No. Tastes like dog piss."
"'Course you'd know what dog piss tastes like." Ghost teased, continuing before Soap could reply, "I'll take your word for it."
Soap rolled his eyes at the obvious dog joke, shaking his head before speaking, "Got a tactical use for dog piss?"
There was a beat of silence as Ghost fixed Soap with a hungry gaze, dragging up and down his body before a slow grin appeared on his face. His voice dipped low, "Wolf hunting. They follow the scent."
Soap's eyes shot over to Ghost, heat trickling down his abdomen as he realized that Ghost was hunting him. His heart rate picked up in his chest as he swivelled his body to fully face the other man, excitement coursing through his veins.
Being a werewolf meant he was a natural predator full of sharp teeth and claws, but in this very moment, the way that Ghost stared him down made him feel like prey.
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03 Jan 2026
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And while Simon may not be SAS anymore, he certainly hasn’t forgotten a damn thing. He’s on his feet in moments, the sheets thrown haphazardly out of the way. He hears a yelp, and yet Simon doesn’t hesitate, fingers curling around the neck of the man who is in his room, before they both slam back into the wall with a jarring force.
Startled blue eyes meet his, a muscular body molded to Simon’s own as he keeps the man pinned securely in place, “Who the fuck are you?”
“Sir!”
Simon grits his teeth, yet a quick assessment of the stranger shows a name tag nearly crushed between their chests —MacTavish.
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02 Jan 2026
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Freediver John “Soap” MacTavish has trained for years to break the world diving record—pushing his body beyond limits, mastering the silence of the deep. But as the record attempt nears, something begins to stir beneath the surface.
Something watching him.
Something waiting.It starts as a feeling, a presence just out of reach, one that fills him with unease... and a strange sense of longing. The deeper he dives, the more he feels it, a pull that’s not just in his mind, but in his bones.
Like he’s not alone down there. Like whatever is waiting for him in the dark has always been meant for him, and him alone.- Language:
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07 Dec 2025
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But Ghost didn’t seem to mind, quietly filling the kettle before setting it to boil, those dark eyes watching as John paced the kitchen, one arm flailing about in the air, the other locked tight around his half-melted pint of rocky road.
He told Ghost he was stressed. That the entire MacTavish clan was coming into town, which meant awkward hugs, judgmental stares, and nosy questions from people he hadn’t seen in years. John could handle all of that, he really could.
But what he couldn’t handle was the questions. Why he hadn’t settled down yet, why he didn’t have a nice Scottish girl on his arm.
Why he wasn’t married with a child on the way, because Ethel and James weren’t getting younger, and John was already too old. For fuck’s sake.
“Maybe I don’t want to bring home a wee lass,” John had snapped, voice cracking as he dug his spoon in harder than necessary, a brown, congealed clump of freezer-burned rocky road flying onto the floor. “Maybe I don’t even like women, has anyone considered that?”
And there, in less than twenty words, John had completely outed himself.
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