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    "Mikey only knows how to look at Gerard like he worships him because he does. Since the day Mikey was born, the two were bound, ensnared so tightly in one another that escape was not an option nor was it even up for consideration. They exist within one another, swimming in each other’s bloodstreams, embedding fingerprints into skin no one else would ever see, that no one else deserved to see. A two headed creature that share a heart, a soul, across two bodies, conquering childish fears and crippling guilt but never once outgrowing the need for the other, the brothers Way’s roots twisted and twined around one another, a tangle of limbs and bone."

    After their performance at MetLife, Mikey and Gerard bask in the afterglow of a dream come true.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
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    23
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    3
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    212
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    "Frank feels Ray swallow and things like that are precious to him in a peculiar way, one he’s never been able to make sense of. Maybe, he thinks, they always will be strangely special…because he–they–almost lost this. They’d never lost one another, not entirely, but they’d almost lost these little moments in-between. Between guitar riffs and long since memorized lyrics, beyond the fretboards and whammy bars, they’d very nearly lost sight of what exists after the music, what sometimes felt so much bigger than the show they loved to put on."

    After their show at Citizens Bank Park in Philly, Frank and Ray take a quiet moment for themselves.

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    English
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    949
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    26
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    2
    Hits:
    131
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    Gerard kisses Frank on stage, and everything changes—even the things that stay the same.

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    English
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    32,276
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    855
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    "“Are you sure?” Mikey’s asking for the third time. Or maybe it’s the fourth? Admittedly, he’s lost track but that doesn’t distract him from the fact that it bears repeating because this is literally insane. Pete’s done some silly shit before but this? “Like really, really sure?”

    Pete’s only half-listening to Mikey’s palpable uncertainty. He’s eyeing his reflection in the full length mirror, steadying his hands enough to place the stencil but not quite committing to it just yet. He’s running out of open space in certain areas, so he has to be mindful of overlap. Wrinkling his nose, he shakes his head and mumbles incoherencies mostly to himself as Mikey continues to insist on rationality."

    Pete asks Mikey to give him a tattoo.

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    English
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    984
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    166
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    "They’re shoulder to shoulder, the concept of personal space no longer required or expected. Dawson nudges Timo and Timo huffs in response. He nudges back."

    Meier and Mercer hit the penalty box at the same time and spend a quiet two minutes shoulder to shoulder.

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    English
    Words:
    401
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    10
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    117
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    "Frank sighs. “I promise he’s coming back, Ryan. I promise.”

    Ryan hopes so. This house isn’t like his house. His favorite toys aren’t here. What about his favorite sweater? His treats? Both worry and fear swell in Ryan; what if he’d done something wrong and Master wasn’t coming back? What if this was his new home and all his favorite things were gone forever? Master would never pet him just right at the base of his tail again and he’d never be Master’s ‘good kitten’ again."

    Frank agrees to cat-sit for a friend of his and it doesn't go exactly as planned.

    Language:
    English
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    2,540
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    113
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    "Jim kind of repels words of praise because maybe, in a way, he feels unworthy of them. There’s always someone more talented with a wider range and more compelling words, better stories to tell. But it doesn’t take away from his own accomplishments or the way Patrick’s smiling at him or how happy Jim is to see that smile at all."

    Jim struggles to accept a compliment and Patrick refuses to let it stand.

    Language:
    English
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    1,142
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    104
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    "Human feelings are complicated. It’s easier to submit to baser instincts. Kill what’s weaker, avoid danger and be stronger than what threatens you. Feeling affection for another, the desperate need to protect and simply be close to, is exhausting and it makes Frank feel small, too small and too fragile. Loving Gerard makes him feel more like prey than predator."

    Gerard's new dog is more than he seems.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,073
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    265
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    "Pete is an amalgamation of doll parts, bits and pieces that he pulled together to make himself seem complete. He’s held together by tape and glue and the simple need to be seen as more than the sum of all of his malformed parts."

    Pete wants to say a lot of things but never knows exactly how to say them.

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    English
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    531
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    31
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    "He’s a bucket with a hole in it, apologies pouring out of him in a slow, helpless trickle. Even when he tries to fill himself up with hope and a sense of purpose, it leaves him. Vanishes. He can’t carry anything without losing it. Useless. What good is he if he keeps losing everything that has the potential to make him feel full? Broken things should be discarded, tossed aside. Save the space for shiny things that function properly."

    Pete's trying. He swears he's trying.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    3
    Hits:
    38
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    "Frank throws around that word so recklessly, love. Pete didn’t even know what that meant when Frank brought him home the first day. Pete knew fear and hunger and pain and hurt. He knew what it meant to be not good enough, deemed unwanted by a handful of owners unwilling to deal with him. But Frank taught him more than they ever could; Frank taught Pete about patience and how it felt to have a full belly, what warmth felt like and what love really, truly was. It was unlike anything Pete had ever known and despite his unwillingness to simply cooperate at times, he knew he wanted to keep it, keep love, keep Frank."

    It's bathtime for Frank's cat hybrid, Pete.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,565
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    260
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    "Mikey destroys pretty things far too quickly to be allowed to handle them at all. He crushes petals between his fingers and he hurts feelings but he hurts his own feelings more."

    Mikey's thoughts linger on death for a little too long.

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    English
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    822
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    8
    Hits:
    65
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    "It’s a shame, really. He tries so hard not to be mechanical. Patrick struggles to feel completely human. Trying to assimilate only makes it harder to know what’s real. It all tastes like a cheekful of pennies, feels like bare feet stepping on striped screws."

    Patrick wonders if he's man or machine.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    416
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    6
    Hits:
    48
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    "It would probably hurt less, letting go and learning to accept the absence, but Gerard couldn’t picture himself doing any such thing. He’d quicker give himself permission to fade into the background, becoming the phantom that haunts his own life than inconvenience someone who he loves more than he’d ever love himself."

    Anxiety. Intrusive thoughts. A lack of validation.

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    English
    Words:
    517
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    18
    Hits:
    177
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    "It was around the seven year mark that Pete had begun to realize that the word casual had lost its meaning to him. Whenever he and Mikey reconnected, be it for three hours or three days, it was harder to let him go at the end of it. Pete clung to him a little tighter when Mikey tried to slip away to shower, claiming his flight back to LA was approaching a little too quickly. Pete tried to encourage Mikey to stay for just a few more hours, offering coffee dates or walks in the park after dark. Something. Anything."

    Pete considers, after twenty years of casual hooking up, telling Mikey that maybe he doesn't want to be just casual anymore.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,104
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    60
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    509
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    "Frank tells himself to close his eyes, tells himself to go the fuck back to sleep. Or is he still asleep? This has to be some sort of dream…right? What Frank is hearing can’t be real. It’s not…"

    May 30th, 2003
    Dallas, Texas

    A botched hotel reservation leaves the band with choice to make. That choice then leads Frank to seeing something that might not have been meant for his eyes.

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    English
    Words:
    3,922
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    132
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1,532
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    "Mikey is well aware of how popular friendship bracelets had become as of late, knows the festival crowd had been exchanging them throughout the day. He'd seen a few people trading and loved the idea. Sweet. Just wasn't expecting to see Pete wearing his name around his wrist."

    WWWY '24

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    English
    Words:
    2,399
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    66
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    630
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    "They belong together, to one another. It was always meant to be this way."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    224
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    22
    Hits:
    222
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    "He’s one bout of nostalgia away from throwing himself into traffic. Not just local traffic either; a local mail truck wouldn’t be enough to kill whatever’s screaming inside of him. He needs a seven lane highway, chaos and horns blaring and way too many witnesses, rubberneckers way too eager to see the demise of the once criminally stoic Mikey Way who may or may not have still been so recklessly in love at the time of impact."

    Takes place late 2005 - early 2006. Mikey decides to show Gerard something that he wrote, something personal. A little too personal.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,081
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    141
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    "As much as he longs to reach inside of Gerard’s head and scoop out every bit of darkness, combat every demon that resides inside, he knows those efforts are fruitless. Instead, he has to hold the line on the outside, remind Gerard that he isn’t alone."

    Gerard has a panic attack and Frank is right there for him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,034
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    543

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