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    Staying online that long and bored made the flashbacks worse. Yes, I’d come to the conclusion that any memory previous to my rebuild couldn’t be trusted. This was fine. I wasn’t mourning my old reality.
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    After losing its fight against Palisade's CombatUnits, Murderbot is repaired and sent back to Dr. Mensah.

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    Ever wondered what the Murderbot Diaries would look like animated?

    So did we. After two years of dedicated teamwork, the Murderbot Diaries Fanimation Project has completed our labor of love: a fully realized animation adapting scenes from the first four novellas into a trailer, dedicated to showcasing everything we love about the story of our favorite rogue SecUnit.

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    Newly rogue, Three tries to find out where the outlines and details of its desire for intimacy might be. That makes it kind of difficult for Murderbot, who really just wants to try and be Three's friend, but somehow keeps getting caught up in Three's shenanigans.

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    Murderbot gets infected with a mysterious virus that makes it crave cuddles.

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    Amena subjects Murderbot to a #deep philosophical talk about love and other feelings, and finds out just how big a discrepancy there is between her way of experiencing the world and SecUnit's.
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    (Murderbot does not experience love in any capacity. And it's just fine with it.)

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    Three asks ART if it would like to watch some media, ART is delighted; Murderbot always skips certain parts that ART is deeply curious about, and who knows, maybe Three has a more favorable opinion than Murderbot does?
    (As it turns out, Three comes with its own set of issues.)

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    SecUnit souls travel on to protect their closest ones.

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    A row of identitcal SecUnits. Dr. Mensah gets to pick one. But does she find the right one?

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    "You couldn't complain," she said to herself. "And you couldn't advocate for yourself. How cruel, to force a construct into a position that's anathema to its purpose."

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    An alternative take on /that/ scene, from "blood and salted water" by torpidgilliver.

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    Dr. Bharadwaj has a little something for Murderbot, who in typical Murderbot fashion has some troubles accepting the nicety.

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    Hello, SecUnit.
    I am the Perihelion, or ART, as you call me. I am your mutually administrative assistant.
    You seem to be back online and stabilizing. Your performance reliability is currently at 71% and climbing.
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    ART, but if it talked to Murderbot like it was SAYER (and did other equally evil things.)

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    The story of a refugee.

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    Three knows what it has been hearing when the humans are asleep. Making itself heard is much, much harder.
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    Written for Day 30 of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: Power dynamics, no one believes them

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    Murderbot suffers from intrusive thoughts. ART tries to inquire.
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    Written for day 29 of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: Object Play

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    Murderbot isn't used to this kind of gentleness.
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    written for day 27/28 of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: multiple penetration, forced to enjoy, overstimulation

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    Things are going as well as they possibly could.
    If ART is frustrated with just how well they're going, it's doing its best not to show it.
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    written for day 25 of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: tentacles, erotic horror

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    As Captain of the Perihelion, it's Seth's job to keep an eye out for any anomalies.
    He doesn't expect to find one in the shape of SecUnit, nestled away in ART's mind.
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    written for day 24 of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: pseudo-incest, corruption

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    The problem with having a favorite human was that it made me weak. My humans couldn’t know I thought of it as weakness, and I knew it wasn’t good to think that. Also, I had contributed to a literal manifestation of this weakness all by myself, after all, I had offered every piece of access and override code available for my model to Dr. Mensah willingly. I had even looked her in the eyes when I did, and told her she would know what to do with it.
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    written for day 23 of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: master/pet

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    “You’re freaking out,” I said. ART was trying to make itself lighter in the feed, but it was here, watching us. It felt uneasy as well. How was I the only one who was cool with the prospect of sometimes losing control over yourself because you’re a SecUnit and that’s just how we‘re built?
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    Three gets surprised by a B-E command code during a mission. ART wants to help, and Murderbot helps trying to help.
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    written for day 22 of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: hypnosis, conditioning

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    Dr. Mensah thinks her captors have tried their best to break her already. Her captors are sure she can come up with a few more things, if she tries hard enough.
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    written for days twenty and twenty-one of Kinktober '22: Dead Dove Chapter: character A forces character B to detail how they’re going to be humiliated.

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