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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    Chuuya's out of Japan for a mission, but he's taking so long, and it seems like Dazai is not doing so well with their son... And, even, it seems like there a surprise...

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    30 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    It was like slipping into a void—the gentle slosh of water against porcelain when his bony knees knocked against the tub and bruised him.

    Slowly, Dazai he let himself sink. Water closed over his ears first, muting everything to a low underwater hum. Then his eyes. His nose. His bandages soaked through as his hair grew heavy and waterlogged. Above him, the ceiling blurred into wavering, speckled light through the surface.

    For a few seconds, nothing happened. Dazai’s body relaxed easily into the shape of the tub, arms floating at his sides. The water grew pink with seeping blood from his earlier pursuits. The bandages around his wrists billowed softly like pale ribbons of crimson.

    Dazai had done this before, enough times to know roughly how long it took. But the numbers helped pass the moments.

    Seven.
    Eight.
    Nine.

    His chest tightened a little. The first instinctive urge to breathe crept in, mild and distant.

    Ten.
    Eleven.

    The bathroom door slammed open.

    “What the hell—”

    or: the one where chuuya finds dazai in the bathtub and drags him out before he can finish. (again.)

    March Whumpness 2026 - Day two - Near drowning

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    30 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Dazai got what he wanted. A double suicide. With the other half to Double Black no less. They would go out together. Right?

     

    I know it's short but I promise it's worth a read. And if it's not, the back space button has an existence for a reason ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

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  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    This is so fucking stupid.

    Well, here goes.

    I’d like to state for the record that I am not taking part in this exercise of my own free will. Yosano threw this crusty journal at me and told me to, and I quote, “write down my feelings instead of trauma dumping on my colleagues.” I laughed in her face, she gave me that look. Yeah. That one. The one that makes my bones feel like they’re on literal fire. So I thought, what the hell. And now here I am, fucking journaling. Next I’ll start frolicking in the woods and feeding my squirrel friends. Holding hands by the fire singing kumbaya. 

     

    ///OR: Inserts from Dazai's journal, up until the day he commits suicide.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    dazai overdoses and fucking dies (written from personal experience)

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