Arsouldef



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Andrew Joseph Minyard didn't do regrets. But letting Neil in, allowing himself to want, for letting Neil slip through his fingertips- it was the closest he would get to feeling regret. It had been fourteen years since he last saw Neil, since Neil was taken right from under his grasp by his psycho-killer father and lost forever and Andrew had to make peace with that, had to stop expecting Neil to walk through his front door like he had never left. Except, one day, it all but happened. One day, a small kid with horribly cut short platinum blonde hair, striking blue eyes that plagued Andrew's dreams and nightmares, freckles and an achingly familiar horrible fashion sense showed up at his office door with the strangest question. "Are you Andrew Joseph Minyard, yes or no?" The kid asked in a British accent. Andrew could only nod. "Oh good." The kid said, suddenly unsure of themself. "Cause I think you're my dad." What the fuck?

     

    The fic is complete, updates are now Tuesdays, Fridays, and Sundays

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,865
    Chapters:
    22/22
    Comments:
    192
    Kudos:
    1,435
    Bookmarks:
    208
    Hits:
    30,722

    25 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Andrew falls for a YouTuber. Neil falls for a guy at his local café.

    That's the story.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,404
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    145
    Kudos:
    1,831
    Bookmarks:
    209
    Hits:
    13,273

    24 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The plan: bring Neil home for the holidays, fake a relationship, survive the week.

    The problem: Neil Josten has soft lips, sharp eyes and whispers German in his ears.

    Andrew's made a miscalculation.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,302
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    642
    Bookmarks:
    110
    Hits:
    4,646

    07 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 63

    Tags
    Summary

    He would never force Andrew through something he didn't want, but he needed to admit, at least to himself, that him deciding that he didn't want to accompany Neil through his decision would break him a little bit inside, taking with him a piece of him that could never be filled again.

    But he won't let himself be like them, and so, he wants him to choose for himself.

    Or, where Neil is pregnant and he needs to tell Andrew.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,819
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    718
    Bookmarks:
    63
    Hits:
    5,427

    28 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 90

    Tags
    Summary

    "Can I try?"

    It's a surprising question, though Andrew doesn't let the emotion show on his face, and he sits up from his position on the bed to get a better look at Neil. When he'd first lit up, Neil had been nervous, unfamiliar with the drug and its effects, so he didn't bother offering any to him. He knew firsthand that Neil didn't like feeling out of control, and the fact that he's drinking around the Foxes now is enough of a show of trust that Andrew didn't want to push it.

    That doesn't mean Andrew isn't interested in seeing Neil high, though.

    Neil smokes for the first time, but not before giving Andrew his "yes."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,167
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    530
    Bookmarks:
    90
    Hits:
    5,252

    28 Feb 2026