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   i can be your lover in the storm (if you would let me) by nerdylizj

   Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   16 May 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • listen i don't make the rules they're married and they still miscommunicate
   • in which jinshi gets really confused and maomao is a brat
   • classic jinmao
   • bratmao is so dear to me
   • as is husband of all time jinshi
   • it's got fluff and angst and smut
   • tags to be added later
   • you don't need to read the first part of this collection but it's more fun that way

   Summary

   Jinshi believes that there is no further mystery to solve between them, that he can hold the truth of their desires in his hands and taste it in her kiss.

   Maomao, as she so often does, proves Jinshi wrong.

   Series

   • Part 2 of you take my hand like there's a way out

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   18,284

   Chapters:

   4/7

   Comments:

   135

   Kudos:

   1,470

   Bookmarks:

   286

   Hits:

   28,844

   Bookmarked by AshRC

   30 Jun 2025

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   season 15 fix-its by cenotaphy

   Fandom Supernatural

   • General Audiences, Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Series in Progress

   21 Feb 2021

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • Castiel & Sam Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Jack Kline
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Castiel
   • Empty - Character
   • Jody Mills
   • Season/Series 15
   • Episode: s15e18 Despair
   • Post-Episode: s15e18 Despair
   • Love Confessions
   • The Empty (Supernatural)
   • Fix-It
   • Coda
   • Dean and alcohol
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hugs
   • Post-Finale
   • Dean and C- Coping Mechanisms
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond
   • Dean Winchester Has Self-Esteem Issues
   • Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings
   • this is mostly just Dean being a total wreck but then a happy ending
   • Angst and Feels
   • Full Body Hugging
   • Crying
   • so much crying
   • Episode: s15e18 Despair - Castiel's Confession Scene
   • Episode AU: s15e18 Despair
   • Episode Tag
   • what if Dean was just a LITTLE more impulsive
   • Angst
   • Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues
   • Castiel is Bad at Feelings (Supernatural)
   • we love crying in this house
   • Protective Dean Winchester
   • Dean has A+ Self-Esteem in This
   • i'm lying of course
   • it is UTTER GARBAGE as always
   • the Empty is defeated by love because I say so goddammit
   • Protective Sam Winchester
   • Dean used to turn tricks
   • Mentions of Prostitution
   • Coming Out
   • Dean being repressed af
   • So much gd crying
   • Sam basically walking Dean through the process of human emotions
   • Bad Parent John Winchester
   • John Winchester's F Minus Minus Minus Parenting
   • Brother Feels
   • Bisexuality
   • Bisexual Dean Winchester
   • Castiel Being an Idiot (Supernatural)
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Being Idiots
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • this is just boys talking about feelings for 3k words
   • Buckle up
   • Post-Season/Series 15
   • Dean Winchester Being an Idiot
   • Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth
   • Post-Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth
   • Episode Fix-It: s15e19 Inherit the Earth
   • Pining Dean Winchester
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester Mutual Pining
   • First Kiss
   • Supportive Sam Winchester
   • Awesome Jody Mills
   • Dean actually displaying one (1) shred of self-esteem
   • now that's what I call growth everyone
   • Dean Winchester Talks About Feelings
   • mentions of diy home renovation
   • You Have Been Warned
   • Minor Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • i wrote this to be compliant with what we see on-screen in 15x19
   • it just fits around those scenes
   • was i cackling while i wrote it maybe but you can't prove it
   • Team Free Will (Supernatural)
   • Family Feels
   • Episode Fix-It: s15e20 Carry On
   • Rescue Missions
   • say it with me 15x20 does not exist
   • and 15x19 is on some THIN ice
   • Castiel Being Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Sam being witchy
   • Dean being the proud owner of the trophy for world's lowest self esteem
   • Castiel just trying to take a gd nap
   • Rituals
   • soft rescue missions and happy endings because that is what they deserve and what we deserve
   • Episode: s15e20 Carry On
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love
   • First Time
   • Jack Kline as God
   • Face Touching
   • Mutual Pining
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Use Their Words
   • Post-Episode: s15e20 Carry On
   • Oral Sex
   • Heaven
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words
   • do i hate that 15.20 exists? yes
   • will i still write a fix it for it? yes
   • The Impala (Supernatural)
   • Cas has light top vibes in this
   • Dean Winchester Loves Castiel
   • Outdoor Sex
   • references to s15e18
   • Series Finale
   • BAMF Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Human Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Jack Kline is Not God
   • he gets to live with his family like he deserves
   • Pining
   • TEARS SO MANY TEARS
   • someone is weeping at all times
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Light Angst
   • Happy Ending
   • Hurt Dean Winchester
   • oblique Saileen references
   • Castiel "fine I'll do it myself" Winchester
   • canon compliant to 15x18
   • takes some liberties with 15x19
   • throws 15x20 into the trash where it should've stayed
   • Castiel vs. six inches of steel rebar
   • guess who wins bc it's not the rusty nail
   • POV Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Protective Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Castiel is Jack Kline's Parent

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   24,357

   Works:

   7

   Bookmarks:

   168

   Bookmarked by AshRC

   03 Feb 2021