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    “I yield,” his dry voice croaked. Still, he tilted his head into his smirk and his back arched, like he was laid in silken sheets and not dirt. Like a taunt. “So what will be your prize, Mydeimos.”

    “I want you,” Mydei drawled, low and rough right in the shell of Phainon’s ear, “to give me everything you’ve got.”

    “Whatever the victor demands of me.”

    Even if the fate of Amphoreus was no longer hanging in the balance, any good spar needs stakes. For Mydei and Phainon it’s simple: the victor can make any demand of the defeated.

    When Mydei requests that Phainon give him everything they both know what he really wants. That form tempered by Destruction, which Phainon kept so carefully hidden away. There’s no better way to help Phainon overcome his fears of himself.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    HOLYYYYYYY PEAK FREAK4FREAK PHAIDEI OH MY GOD.

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    Something inside him, what’s left that’s untouched, broke as more and more of his old comrades followed suit. Not even his burning core could warm the cold seeping into his entire soul as his world comes crashing down on him.

    He saved the planet but lost his home for a second time.

    His vision tilts and Phainon swallows down the bile in his throat.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    ANGSTTTTTT SWEET ENDING MWAHH

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    Phainon thinks, in hindsight, this arrangement was a terrible idea.
    In more ways than one.
    Somewhere in his fucked up head, Phainon’s half convinced he’s won something in this arrangement; a piece of Mydeimos’ heart that he wants but he knew he couldn’t have, could never have, for that matter.
    His comrade, his partner, his equal in everything—
    Why couldn’t he be his lover too?
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    Or, everyone is moving on following Amphoreus’ awaited Era Nova.
    Everyone, except for Phainon.
    But, perhaps everyone else can help with that.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    BEAUTIFUL ANGST AND FLUFF AND RAHHHHHHH

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    When Phainon leaves to die and no one lets him go alone

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    06 Apr 2026

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    🥹🥹🥹

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    There’s a new guy in the store.

    Normally as a respectable business owner, he wouldn't have ogled at his customers. But the leather jacket hugging all that bulk and muscle is making it extremely hard for him to tear his eyes away. Not to mention, those sinfully tight pants leave nothing to the imagination. The man is thick, front and back.

    Oh, Wise needs to write himself getting fucked by this guy.

    [Or: AU where the siblings are never Proxies but mere video store owners, Wise makes additional income by writing BL (read: self-insert porn), Lighter is a famous boxer who visits their video store often, and Wise’s latest inspiration (crush) for his story.]

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    04 Apr 2026

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    THIS IS SO TASTY OML 😝