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    Shane has always been disciplined about his body — believed that if he worked hard enough, was controlled enough, he could be perfect, on and off the ice.

    But under the pressure of a hidden relationship, his grip on control begins to slip… or maybe it never was as strong as he liked to believe.

    And the only person who notices is the one who can’t bear to lose him.

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    05 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    “You don't think-”

    “I think.”

    Shane sighed heavily and closed his iPad, slapping his knees as he stood up and walked back over to his station, taking a moment to grip the sides of his toolbox and take in a long, long deep breath. That car could only mean one client in particular. The one who had been refused by nearly every studio between Côte Saint-Luc and Anjou. The one who had made his way through nearly every artist in the shop before landing on the only one who could possibly match their art with his unreasonable requests.

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    Shane Hollander is an up-and-coming tattoo artist with a seemingly inescapable desire for his least favorite client, who travels from America just to be in his chair.

    Nothing could possibly go wrong.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Shane has never gone this far.
    He’s been waiting, building confidence, studying.
    He feels like now is the right time, it’s been long enough, he’s a regular now, and hopes that XxBearyaxX will be comfortable talking to him privately.

    Montreal1410- $5000, private show request. Send the request now?

    Shane clicks yes without thinking or even typing a message and shuts the laptop screen even though the stream isn’t over, so he can pace the room and think about what he just did while nervously waiting for an answer. He can’t stand the thought of seeing the screen while waiting for a rejection or acceptance.

    Within seconds, a notification dings on his phone.

    XxBearyaxX has accepted your request.

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    Or: Ilya is a camboy. Shane is an anonymous viewer who is obsessed with him.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Wolves and vampires don't mix. They're natural-born enemies and everyone knows that.
    Shane knows wanting Ilya is a bad idea, even if he's never wanted anything more.
    Ilya keeps pretending their encounters mean nothing, even when he suddenly can't sleep unless a warm puppy is cuddled right next to him.

     

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    Shane Hollander came to the Enlightenment Program for one reason: to earn his place in Luxe, the elite city reserved for the strongest minds and bodies in the world.

    He came to learn more discipline and emotional control, not to get distracted by a curly-haired vampire who makes him want to fall on his knees every time he's around.

    Ilya Rozanov has lived long enough to know better than to fuck a werewolf. Especially such a rigid, stubborn one, who is begging to be taken apart every time he looks at Ilya.

    With those sweet Bambi eyes and beautiful freckles.

    Wanting Shane Hollander is a terrible idea. But when Shane gives him permission to enter his space—literally—something shifts in him.

    Suddenly, winning the program isn't Ilya's goal anymore.

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    20 Jul 2026