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For a moment I felt so afraid (Just to show you the mess that I made) by Itwillconquer (AtlanticsMarine)
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24 Feb 2019
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The anger, the wrath, the pure and unfiltered hatred - for whom he doesn’t know anymore - vanished a while ago, as fast as it first took hold of his body, and now he just feels empty.
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“Daddy, did you see that?!” Chris would ask excitedly from the couch, pointing at the television where big, hulking men skated around with a grace Eddie would never understand in a million lifetimes. “The other guy was offside but then Buck got the puck and he just scored a goal!”
"Wow, bud!” Eddie had no idea what offside was but Buck was Chris’s favorite player and goal was universal. “Good for him!”
“Buck is the coolest,” Chris sighed. “I want to be just like him when I grow up."
Which, you know, Eddie had thought being a firefighter was pretty cool but apparently it had nothing on a hockey player. Whatever.
Or Eddie Diaz takes his hockey super fan son to a game and while the crowd falls in love with Chris, Eddie finally notices Chris's favorite player, Evan "Buck" Buckley
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- Part 1 of Hockey Player Buck
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31 Jul 2025
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“Would you… would you have loved me at all, if it hadn’t been for the War?”
Aching silence billowed through the room like gas, filling every corner. Gaunt looked like Ellwood had just punched him right in the centre of his chest.
“So you’ve always been half-blind," he said.In the weeks and months after their arrival in Brazil, Ellwood wants to dream of the life he and Gaunt might have shared if the War had never come to them. Gaunt, as expected, resists.
(Depictions of violence are in the same vein as the novel)
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05 Mar 2025
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Adriana doesn’t tell their parents that she’s going to LA. She doesn’t tell Eddie, either—or ask, for that matter.
She does ask Chris, and he thinks it’s a good idea—says as much, on the phone, and doesn’t say much else.
“Buck will probably be hovering,” is what Chris does volunteer.
It still surprises her when the man who opens the door is not Eddie. It’s—Captain America, is the thing that actually comes to mind—a man close to a foot taller than she is, if not more than that, with blond curls and broad shoulders, and he’s got a question in his very blue eyes that’s probably less friendly than the one he actually asks her.
“Uh,” he says. “Can I help you?”
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Or: Adriana arrives in LA. Maddie has been here the whole time.
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Bookmarked by Itwillconquer (AtlanticsMarine)
10 Feb 2025
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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11 Sep 2024
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the pain will leave you once it's done teaching you by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2024
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“Hi, I’m Buck, a firefighter with the 136,” for now, the thought crashes through Buck, leaving a sour taste in his mouth. “Uh, you’re both welcome to take a tour with us, if you’d like.” Buck awkwardly scratches at his neck, running a hand through his hair, unsure what else to do, and it spurs the man in front of him to take a large step forward up to Buck’s bed.
“Eddie,” he says, thrusting a hand to him, and Buck reaches over without a second thought. His whole palm feels electric, it smarts and carries the touch of Eddie, Eddie, that Buck feels it completely. He has no idea what’s happening to him. “Edmundo Diaz, but just Eddie though, uh, no one calls me Edmundo. Right. I’m a new nurse here, at Cedars-Senai. Oh –”
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When Daniel Buckley lives a little longer, Evan Buckley dies a little more. And this is how Eddie Diaz saves him, a little later on.
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