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    “Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”

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    or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.

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    15 May 2025

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    He misplaced his angel. He didn’t hold on hard enough. He got Cas back only to lose him immediately.

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    Cas comes back on a Thursday.

    And then keeps coming back on Thursdays. He doesn’t seem to have much choice in the matter, actually. For the rest of the week, he’s stuck in the Empty, and Dean is left trying to figure out how to save him, how to talk to him—and how to get him out for good.

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    12 May 2025

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    “It frustrates me,” Cas mutters, “how the same sensation can feel sometimes good, and sometimes not.”

    Dean’s hand is still rubbing slowly down the length of his spine, like he’s petting the valley between the wings he can’t see. “Well, that’s just par for the course,” Dean rumbles. “Sometimes a body wants touch and sometimes it wants to be left the fuck alone.”

    Cas always wants touch. At least from Dean. He doesn’t say so. “It frustrates me how much good and bad I can feel at the same time.”

    “Oh, buddy,” Dean says. “Yeah.”

     

    (After the perfect darkness of the Empty, Cas finds the world a little...overwhelming. Dean tries to help.)

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    11 May 2025

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    What good is a soldier without a war to fight?

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    Dean, adrift without Cas in a world that doesn't remember ending and desperately refusing to believe in the hope Jack offers, stumbles out of hunting and into a life he's absolutely not equipped for -- except for how it might just be the one thing that can keep him together.

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    07 May 2025

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    Sometimes, the combined brain rots of quarantine and Supernatural leave you thinking, "What if Cas actually responded to Dean's Zepp mix with a mixtape of his own?" Before you know it, one of you has a series of six themed playlists, and the other has the world's weirdest writing prompt.

    In other words, Cas returns from the Empty and gives Dean a mixtape. Dean slowly loses his mind.

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    "Then again, this is Cas. Maybe he's….misinterpreting it. Lord knows he's misinterpreted Cas plenty over the years. Maybe this is a friendly mixtape.

    But here is the thing. Cas said it was music that made him think of Dean. Cas is in love with Dean, and Cas made a tape of music that made him think of Dean.

    Dean is so truly fucked."

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    03 May 2025