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Father Figure by Anonymous
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
05 Mar 2025
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On the other side of the door, in Niall's bedroom, Ronan whimpered like a kicked puppy.
“Declan,” Adam said, low but audible, from inside the room. “Come here.”
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08 Jan 2026
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"I'll eventually get bored of you."
Neil and Andrew navigate uncertainty by coping in their own ways. Angst with a soft, happy ending.
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01 Dec 2025
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They lost the game. The day is over. Minho doesn’t like him.
Really, those are all just facts of life.
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02 Dec 2024
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Seungmin has a pretty good group of same age friends, but he doesn’t have many hyungs, and he doesn’t have any hyungs that he found himself. Minho is special. Minho is his.
Until he’s not.
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11 Nov 2024
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Seungmin looked up at him with big sparkly puppy eyes and Hyunjin almost gave in at the sight. But he steeled himself. A good hyung had to be strict sometimes. „You’ve had too many warnings today for me to just use my hand now. Come on, over my knee.“
Hyunjin wants Seungmin to stop putting his fingers in his mouth and decides to help it along.
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06 Nov 2024
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Something is up.
And that something is right on top of his lap, possibly inside Seungmin. Hyunjin sputters, unable to form words as he feels a low buzz on his lap. It’s very faint but Hyunjin, now having the dots connected, can feel it.
“Is he—”
Jeongin, a possible candidate for being the devil’s incarnate next to their Minho hyung, chuckles as he taps his phone again. The buzzing stops and he feels Seungmin slump against him. Hyunjin can feel Seungmin slightly shaking and his body is literally hot. “Yes. He’s got something up his glorious ass. Clue: it vibrates.”
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18 Sep 2024
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You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves.
- Mary Oliver
5 times the members realize how deep Minho’s feelings are, and 1 time Seungmin realizes those feelings are for him.
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10 Sep 2024
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In a way, people are similar to puzzles and Seungmin loves puzzles. Enjoys piecing them together bit by bit and, in turn, finding out what beautiful image lies underneath all the fragments presented to him.
Except what does someone do when they don't have the box? When pieces are missing and the image becomes distorted? Better yet, what’s to be done, when he’s given one of those fucked up clear puzzles. The kind that makes even the picture on the box, the outline to his query, an impossible, never-ending question.
And if Minho’s decided to turn into clear pieces of plastic? Each one unrecognizable from the rest? What does he do?
OR Kim Seungmin is struggling to make peace with Minho not wanting to be known
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29 Aug 2024
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He allows himself to exist in a fantasy under the cover of the night; lets himself believe the swirl of emotion in Minho's dilated eyes is affection instead of lust, that the adoring caress across his abdomen is meant for Seungmin, rather than just another warm body allowing Minho in. However, his rationality always returns with the rising sun. Seungmin dissects and discards the mortifying hope with the apathy and precision of a practiced surgeon removing a tumor. He reprimands himself for his weakness, vows to never go back and then, ultimately finds himself in the same predicament the week after.
(Minho is the raging fire. Seungmin is the moth willing to burn his wings for a reflection of his light.)
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21 Feb 2024
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In a group of eight, it was inevitable that some members were closer to one another than he was, but, when he had agreed to join, he had not expected to be quite so alone.
He should have expected it, if he’s honest with himself. Seungmin knows math; he knows the rules of divisibility. As the seventh member of his team, age-wise, he should have known.
Seven has the most complex divisibility rule.
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or: seungmin gets a little lost in his ceaseless pursuit of perfection, but his members (especially minho) are there to remind him how loved he is.Series
- Part 2 of skz-centric angst
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31 Dec 2023
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It was so unfair. Why couldn’t Minho be nice to him for one day?
Did Minho not care about him?
Or, Seungmin doesn't feel well and Minho doesn't realize. When it gets to be too much, Seungmin confides in the only person who has any leverage in his situation.
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- Part 9 of Kim Seungmin-centric
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31 Dec 2023
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It was a bit like this. Minho was peeling open a mandarin orange and offering sweet little slices, but there just weren’t enough slices to go around. And Seungmin didn’t need it anyways—not the way that some of the others did—and Minho knew that. Wanting was a different matter. If it was about wanting, then Seungmin wanted the whole orange.
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17 Dec 2023
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For the hunger & nothing less by babiebunbinnie (emmybug) for MindelanWolf
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
01 Jun 2023
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"Hyung, don't play dumb." He gestures inside at the laptop perched on his bed softly playing music. It's entirely unlike Minho to still be in bed at this time of day. "You're listening to Drunken Truth on repeat, which I can see. I'm asking if you're okay."
Minho makes steady, unblinking eye contact. "This is my happy playlist."
"It's literally Chan-hyung's 'Depression Playlist.' You're gonna have to try harder."
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07 Dec 2023
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Seungmin can’t pinpoint the exact moment it changes, probably because it happens gradually.
Blaming their concept is cowardly of him, but it’s the only thing he can put the blame on apart from him and Minho.
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28 Oct 2023
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It’s simple physics, really.
Minho needed Seungmin and Seungmin had begun spinning. Minho had grown out of the need for Seungmin and Seungmin forced himself to keep spinning because he still had Minho in his orbit. Minho had started hating Seungmin (because, really, what else could it be at this point) and Seungmin had stopped spinning and started spiraling.
Seungmin feels Minho’s presence like a planet does a star. It’s a matter of gravity.
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or: minho is seungmin's entire universe. seungmin is minho's (he just doesn't know it yet).
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translation into russian hereSeries
- Part 1 of skz-centric angst
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28 Oct 2023
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Seungmin thinks he’s going to puke, like actually.
“Uh, what did Jisung or Changbin hyung say to that?” Seungmin is sure he does not look stoic or unbothered in the least. He knows his face has gone pale, can see that Yeonjun wants to reach over and take his hand. Oh fuck. It’s gonna be bad. It’s going to make him burst into tears. He’s okay. He’s okay it doesn’t matter what they say. Changbin always asks him to hang out. Changbin likes him, and so does Jisung, and they are friends with Minho and Minho is just ranting about Seungmin they won’t say anything too bad.
“They just laughed.”
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- Part 1 of Do better.
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13 Oct 2023
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Seungmin has a reputation among his fans. He’s a level-headed omega, beta-passing if you didn’t know him. He can’t blame them, being raised with traditional alpha parents and an older alpha sibling sort of isolated him in his childhood. Whenever he had omega problems, his family would sniff and act like they didn’t hear him.
So, the band knows he’s an omega. The fans know he’s an omega. Seungmin’s not hiding anything. He’s just been taught to repress himself.
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- Part 1 of pop rocks
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08 Oct 2023
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boulders on my shoulders, collar bones begin to crack by skcomz (skzeezy) for justalittlebraver
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
08 Aug 2023
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Seungmin stares at Minho, and his heart fractures just a little more. He's shaking, and he's trembling, and his entire world is falling apart around him.
“I love you,” he says, and his voice cracks painfully, “I love you, but you don’t love me.”
(And I don't think that you ever will.)
Seungmin's never going to be a good enough omega for Minho. Not like Hyunjin, or Jisung, or Felix. He just knows it.
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- Part 5 of lol
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08 Oct 2023
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“What would you know about it, anyway? Your head omega doesn’t even like you.”
Seungmin’s breath hitches. Voices erupt around him but Seungmin doesn’t hear anything except his own heartbeat ricocheting throughout his skull.
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OR: I adore the unique relationship Seungmin and Minho have so I decided to temporarily up the angst, followed by humor, followed by pack cuddle pile.
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08 Oct 2023
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“Can you help me?” It comes out as watery and pathetic as it sounds. Seungmin didn’t expect his throat to choke around the words and saturate them in the watery threat of a tearful breakdown.
The door reluctantly opens a fraction.---
Seungmin gets his heat and is stranded. He has no other option but to ask the biggest bastard in the world for help.- Language:
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Bookmarked by BabySpaniel
08 Oct 2023