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England just knocked Norway out of the World Cup, and Jude Bellingham scored the goals that sent Erling Haaland home.
The BBC thinks they’re having a bromance. Renee Rapp thinks they’re having a moment.
Jude thinks he’s having a crisis.
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- Part 2 of Haalingham Collection
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31 Aug 2026
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“It’s just,” Erling sighed and ran a hand over his face, not knowing how to word it nicely. Fuck it, might as well bite the bullet and get it over with now, if they were already having this conversation. “You’re seventeen, I’m twenty, it’s–”
“The age of consent in Germany, England, and Norway is sixteen.”
He didn’t want to think about why Jude knew what the age of consent in Norway was.
“No–I know it’s legal. It’s just that I’m three years older than you and–”
“Wow, three years, big deal,” Jude scoffed.
“No–stop, Jude, stop interrupting me and let me speak.”
Jude stopped talking, but still had that scorned-puppy look on his face that made Erling’s chest hurt. He hadn’t wanted this conversation to go down like this; hell, he would have never wanted to have this conversation at all, but everyone had to do hard things in life. This just happened to be one of the hardest, but that was saying a lot, considering that he was a professional athlete.
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Jude wants more. Erling is worried about the age difference.
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- Part 1 of Sports RPF O'Clock
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29 Aug 2026
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“Erling, is it?” Jude whistles, raising one of his eyebrows. “I assume you had a good time, then.”
And really, he shouldn’t question her about it. He shouldn’t even want to know the details - his girlfriend just told him she got fucked by another man, a man he knows better than he knows her; a man he works with and sees almost every single day.
Still, he can’t help but wonder.
Or; Jude finds out that his girlfriend cheated on him with his teammate, Erling Haaland. Instead of being pissed off, though, he decides he might as well see for himself if the other man is worth the hype.
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29 Aug 2026
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They have matching bags, one blue and one red. They even have matching goals. And that frail, purple line is what connects them on the pitch, guiding Jude’s killer assists straight to Erling’s crushing finishes, keeping them perfectly in sync despite the distance between them.
(Or: Jude thinks Erling hates him. It could not be farther from the truth.)
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28 Aug 2026
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in which Sergio Ramos has a jinx, and Luka Modrić is there to help him.
At some point, it’s really hard to blame the Spanish culture on why he has to suck his dick right before a very important match.
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27 Aug 2026
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Someday you will find me (caught beneath a landslide) by Jewelsandcrystals
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
25 Aug 2026
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“They aren’t saying you’re fucking,” Jobe barges on, as if that was the point, “they’re saying you’ve fucked.”
“We have not.”
“You walked across half the pitch just to pinch the man’s waist, Judy.”
That’s because football is the fucking gayest sport in the world, he wants to scream, heterosexual men slobbering all over each other and raging and crying in this twisted paradox of a game that’s supposed to be peak masculinity, apex predator type shit, but we get to cry and scream over a winning goal or a narrow loss and not over people dying and stuff—and climb all over each other—you stupid and naive little boy literally getting paid to ogle a man move across the pitch and to respond to those movements, to match them in rhythm, thinking I don’t know what it’s like to feel a hard dick pushing up against you but like it’s not gay it’s just adrenaline because you just won us the damn league you gorgeous amazing man you.
The irony is not lost on him. Neither is his hypocrisy, but Jude thinks he’ll just have to make his peace with that.
Or: Jude crashes out about his sexuality--the fic
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26 Aug 2026
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you can't expect a striker to defend (it's wrong, but it's right) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
23 Aug 2026
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"Thing is," Jude says, licking his spoon and pretending it's the reason his voice sounds so hoarse, "sometimes it's like you are my boyfriend."
Erling snorts and put his bowl on the coffee table in front of them, stacking Jude's neatly into his, their spoons gently resting on top of each other. His hand comes to rest on Jude's knee.
"But we're not gay."
Jude drags his thumb and index down his cheeks, suppressing a yawn as he stares into the rain. "Honestly? Sometimes I'm not so sure."
Erling defends Jude in an interview. This is how it starts.
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24 Aug 2026
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They’d been informed—warned, really—by the coach about Jude Bellingham. He was a rare breed, the first omega that Erling would play with in a professional league. Coach had kept his words brief: He’s young, he’s new. Be nice. Show him the ropes.
The rest hardly needed saying: Don’t get attached. Don’t touch him more than you need to. And please, for the love of god, do not fuck him.
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Erling knows the rules. During his time at Dortmund, he breaks two of them.It takes several years, a World Cup quarter-final, and a surprise heat before he finally breaks the third.
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- Part 2 of Wolf-Coat
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24 Aug 2026
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In the quiet summer of 2020, Jude Bellingham arrives at Borussia Dortmund as a young Omega far from home, battling homesickness, unfamiliar scents, and the weight of proving himself for King and Country.
When he meets Erling Håland, the connection is immediate and unexpectedly gentle. From an awkward first greeting, small moments begin to bridge the distance between them.
Five firsts. Five steps closer.
[Set during Jude’s real-life move to Dortmund and beyond]
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24 Aug 2026
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When Erling kisses him for the first time, it hits Jude like a punch to the gut.
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22 Aug 2026
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The many instances where Jude gets spoiled rotten by his alpha roommate and doesn't realize it.
Everybody else is just waiting for one of them to crack first. (They're betting on Erling).Bookmarked by BellatrixStark
22 Aug 2026
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He showers first. Runs the water cold, until his skin is just short of numb. Showers are supposed to reset you, and maybe they do, maybe a bit, but not enough. Jude thinks about hidden cameras until he’s back in a Real Madrid t-shirt, and then he thinks about the big bright cameras that line the pitch.
He’s fumbling for his phone about as soon as his fingers are dry enough to work the touchscreen. He considers texting first, but that feels more exposed, somehow—leaving a paper trail—so he just presses call, leaving the bathroom door open as he returns to his bed.
Erling picks up after the third ring. Jude closes his eyes as soon as the line connects.
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After a rough day, Jude calls Erling from Madrid.
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- Part 2 of football
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21 Aug 2026
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Jude gets injured mid-season and feels like everything is falling apart. Though everything gets better when his best friend from his Dortmund days comes to take care of him.
Traducción al español aquí.
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18 Aug 2026
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What You've Been Waiting For (Standing Ovation From the Playground) by wishingforloushair for petitommo
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
17 Aug 2026
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Months on from Jude's last encounter with Erling in the Miami Winner's Room, he still can't stop thinking about Erling calling Ajer and all the promises he made. It's only once Erling adds Jude to Norway's National Team alternative chat and Martin presents the men with a very tempting offer that Jude realises he really might be about to get everything he wants.
The sound that escapes him isn’t human, he doesn’t think. He really might black out with how aroused he is just at the thought. On a good day the team might be able to stop Norway getting on the scoreboard at all, but that involves a lot of things lining up.
Realistically, at least Erling will be fucking him in the Winner’s Room.
With that kind of motivation, though?
With a trembling hand, he clicks on the information bar for the chat and counts the numbers. There’s nine people in the chat, including him and Erling. Seven other Norwegian players Erling’s just offered him up to.
It’s not even Erling that’s offering, he realises as he reads the messages again. It’s Martin. Like he’s literally some kind of reward for the team if they work hard enough.
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- Part 2 of Winner's Room
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18 Aug 2026
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The scent is unlike anything else he's ever experienced. It's rich, warm—the scent of bitter, earthy cocoa mixed with sweet vanilla fills his nostrils, with the barest hints of soft balsamic, woody undernotes—making for a heavenly amalgam of aromaticity.
It smells like omega.
But their team only consists of alphas and betas.
Erling's alpha instincts keep insisting Jude is an omega. Shenanigans ensue.
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- Part 4 of wretched, divine
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17 Aug 2026
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Ad audiendas confessiones by TransSilver
Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017)
02 Feb 2019
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After... last night, Matt feels he has to apologize, but Frank learns it's less about what he's done and more about the emotions their night together has brought up.
or: Matt Murdock can't have nice things
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- Part 2 of communis in fide
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17 Aug 2026
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“We need to get you laid,” Jude decides out loud, and then corrects himself: “We need to get both of us laid.”
“You know,” Haaland says, slowly, “You’re starting to sound like you want me to fuck you.”
Or: Jude finds out Erling is a virgin and decides to rectify that.
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16 Aug 2026
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Jude Bellingham has always been good at reading a football match.
Reading his best friend after Norway loses to England in the World Cup turns out to be much harder.
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15 Aug 2026
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“If I told the media that I missed you like a brother, what would you say?”
“These are some next level mind games ahead of the match, Jude,” Erling snorts. Not that there’s anything remotely funny about what they’re talking about.
“Erling,” Jude tries, and it works, not because Erling is pathetic, but because this is the first time he’s heard Jude call his name in over a year.
So actually, maybe that does make him a bit pathetic. Whatever.
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Jude is good at the whole self-discipline thing. But just ahead of England's match against Norway, it all comes crumbling down when he thinks of Erling, when Erling thinks of him, and when the internet thinks of the two of them together.
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Bookmarked by BellatrixStark
14 Aug 2026
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Nobody else had burrowed under his skin like Haaland had. He was so far from his usual type, so friendly and stoic and cool-headed. God, Jude had liked him so much. He’d spent years making such a tit of himself trying to impress him, and what kept him on the backfoot was that he hadn’t needed to - Haaland had been his rock from the moment he joined the club. It was so easy, so effortless to slip into a routine, it unsettled Jude as much as it thrilled him. But he hadn’t liked how small Haaland made him feel. How out of control. The man was unflappable, impossible to provoke. Jude resented his own infatuation, the ever-swelling bubble of fondness he nursed for Erling, because he had no idea how to be with a man who didn’t fight back.
[The quarter-final looms. Jude hasn't seen Erling since their Dortmund days, and he still hasn't come to terms with his sexuality. Or his fondness for getting folded in half.]
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14 Aug 2026