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"How 'bout this: you get over this sudden frigid virgin act, or I tell your little girlfriend about how you begged me for my cock when we were kids. How's that sound?"
Cold anger rushes through Sam and he grabs Dean’s shoulders to push him away. Dean moves but only because he lets himself be moved.
"Fuck you, Dean, you can't do that, you can't just-"
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Bookmarked by Bensonvore
05 Sep 2026
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Pilot alt, blackmailing, trash d, dubcon, ic
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A church falls down on them, and then Dean loses it a little bit.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
28 Aug 2026
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johndean one sided, samdean one sided, ic really good needed more tension heavy at first. lowl sad
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Nothing else matters in this whole wide world.
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It's the story of Sam Winchester's gay sexual history, but, you know, through Dean.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
21 Aug 2026
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Preseries, breakup stanford angst , yearning , ic, fills the reason dean didn’t contact sam for 2 years instead of the 4
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Family is the first to break your heart.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
21 Aug 2026
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Preseries, painfully ic, one of the best fic of all time, great fights and hot where it matters mental unstablity everyone had a point
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Nine-month skid.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
20 Aug 2026
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icccc. preseries, soft, fast burn, at the pool, js in love, sensual hot
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I shouldn't have pushed, but you shouldn't have said no.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
18 Aug 2026
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Preseries to post pilot. Ic. stanford, angst , pinning s. hitsss
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When was the last time you trusted happy.
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Sam Winchester is fifteen years old, at yet another new high school in yet another state, he doesn't get along with his distant, distracted father, he's figuring out that he likes guys just as much as he likes girls, his clothes never fit and his limbs ache at the joint ever since his growth spurt started, he has to study for the PSAT and, oh yeah, he's a little bit in love with his brother, Dean, who's taken a break from hunting monsters to work at a local garage for minimum wage.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
09 Aug 2026
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sam chara study-ish, painfully ic, pinning s, one of the best weecest fics of all time, so engrossing
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Dean has started sleeping with Sam to gain control over his Hell memories. But Dean will never actually return Sam's feelings, and Sam knows it.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
08 Aug 2026
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unrequited love ic d trauma overriding fwb s4 b!d sad riding
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"It was great not thinking about our stupid thing for ten whole minutes," Dean said. "How many ten-minute intervals are there between now and when we die?"
Sam was looking at his mouth, and now that he knew to look for it, he wondered how often he'd missed it before.
"Depends on how soon I can put a bullet in my brain," Sam croaked.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
07 Aug 2026
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Ic, case, taboo rlshp yearning/ pinning d requited b!d s4
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“Dean,” Sam says, and his voice sounds strange. “Flip on the light.”
“You gonna flash me, Sammy?” Dean jokes. He’s already groping for the light switch. There’s no way Sam would do that, he thinks. His heart pounds loud in his ears.
Sam’s voice tilts even stranger. “Yeah. Maybe.”
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Written for the @/spn-summer-rapecation bingo card prompt: Amnesia. -
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The first time Dean gets his dick in Sam, he knows he’s fucked them both up.
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Sam’s a bad little brother–there is a reason he was born second.
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- Part 2 of big brother—little
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When Sam is sixteen, he’s gotten pretty good at hiding what he’s been feeling for his brother for the last couple of years. But the most dangerous thing is not Dean finding out how Sam feels—it’s what happens when their father finds out.
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Bookmarked by Bensonvore
18 Jul 2026
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preseries weecest ic john finds out messed me up dean soft pinning sam
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Thigh holster porn. That is all. Written for bewaretheides15 because there will never be enough thigh holster porn. Never!
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It’s been two weeks since their last conversation.
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Sam's drunk, and Dean's struggling to keep it together.
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Even the post-apocalypse looks good in certain lights.
Bookmarked by Bensonvore
04 Jul 2026
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Au, confusing sad setting end of the world mostly mute sam sd really soft and in love ic
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Masquerade fill for this prompt: Sam/Dean, fear. Expanding on moments as late Season 13 where Sam flinches at Dean's anger: Sam's been the object of a disproportionate number of instances of physical and emotional violence from Dean and alt!Dean over the years, as well as noncon possession. Even with their relationship on a more even keel, most of this hasn't been addressed and would plausibly have ongoing effects. Show me Sam and Dean in a sexual relationship where Sam's will-to-trust doesn't always translate into trust. Can end in resolution or break-up, but nothing fluffy or easy.