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    “I was never going to hit you, Hollander!” Ilya blurted out, eyes shining. “You make fool out of me. And worse…” he took a sharp breath, his hands finding his temple. “And worse is, you hit me.”

    The words hung between them, heavy and ugly.

    Shane’s breath caught in his throat. He wanted so badly to reach for Ilya, cling to him like an anchor.

    “I waited,” Ilya continued, voice shaking now, his control beginning to crack. “I waited for you to stop. I waited for you to look at me like you recognized me. You didn’t.”

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    Or the one where Shane fights Ilya on the ice and expects him to fight back.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    If this is what Hollander is willing to give him, he will take it. It won’t be enough, not by a long shot, but if this is the little part of him he is allowed to have, by God he will take it.

    OR, Shane messages Ilya a few days after the tuna melt scene. Ilya is trying to not scare him away again. He will restrain himself. He will take what Shane gives him and never ask for more. Just please, he can’t see him walk out of his life again.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    So FUCKING beautiful

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    This make me cry like a baby for 2 hours, i cant wait for the second part, i really want a happy ending. The best fic of angst i ever read

  4. Rec 98

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    Shane ignores Ilya's text looking for a hook-up, so Ilya looks for one on Grindr instead.

    And finds Shane's profile, where he looks too pretty to resist.

    AKA: Shane enjoys some light cross-dressing and has only ever expressed this in the comfort of his mostly anonymous Grindr profile.

    the one he's.. never ACTUALLY used to hook up with. just get some the attention he loves :)

    spoiler alert: ilya fucks him until he ruins the makeup he put on.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “Oh, so it’s going to be that kind of game tonight?” Hayden’s eyebrows were raised high, his lips twitching as pulled his shirt over his head.
    Shane dragged his eyes up from his phone to give Hayden a blank look. “What?”
    Hayden scoffed. “Like you don’t know.” He glanced meaningfully at the phone in Shane’s hand. “Did you think you were hiding it?”

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    When Ilya goes down from a hit by one of the Montreal Metros, Shane falls into a feral protective rage - one with lasting consequences.

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    20 Jan 2026