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    “I was never going to hit you, Hollander!” Ilya blurted out, eyes shining. “You make fool out of me. And worse…” he took a sharp breath, his hands finding his temple. “And worse is, you hit me.”

    The words hung between them, heavy and ugly.

    Shane’s breath caught in his throat. He wanted so badly to reach for Ilya, cling to him like an anchor.

    “I waited,” Ilya continued, voice shaking now, his control beginning to crack. “I waited for you to stop. I waited for you to look at me like you recognized me. You didn’t.”

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    Or the one where Shane fights Ilya on the ice and expects him to fight back.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    If this is what Hollander is willing to give him, he will take it. It won’t be enough, not by a long shot, but if this is the little part of him he is allowed to have, by God he will take it.

    OR, Shane messages Ilya a few days after the tuna melt scene. Ilya is trying to not scare him away again. He will restrain himself. He will take what Shane gives him and never ask for more. Just please, he can’t see him walk out of his life again.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    So FUCKING beautiful

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    25 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This make me cry like a baby for 2 hours, i cant wait for the second part, i really want a happy ending. The best fic of angst i ever read

  4. Rec 98

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    Shane ignores Ilya's text looking for a hook-up, so Ilya looks for one on Grindr instead.

    And finds Shane's profile, where he looks too pretty to resist.

    AKA: Shane enjoys some light cross-dressing and has only ever expressed this in the comfort of his mostly anonymous Grindr profile.

    the one he's.. never ACTUALLY used to hook up with. just get some the attention he loves :)

    spoiler alert: ilya fucks him until he ruins the makeup he put on.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “Oh, so it’s going to be that kind of game tonight?” Hayden’s eyebrows were raised high, his lips twitching as pulled his shirt over his head.
    Shane dragged his eyes up from his phone to give Hayden a blank look. “What?”
    Hayden scoffed. “Like you don’t know.” He glanced meaningfully at the phone in Shane’s hand. “Did you think you were hiding it?”

    Or -
    When Ilya goes down from a hit by one of the Montreal Metros, Shane falls into a feral protective rage - one with lasting consequences.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane has never belonged to himself.

    Raised by the Yakuza to kill without hesitation, he knows only loyalty, discipline, and control. When a political wedding threatens to expose the cracks in the underworld, Shane is ordered to attend not as a groom, but as a warning.

    Ilya Rozanov is a rumor with teeth.

    A Bratva ghost, feared even among his own, he sees Shane not as an enemy, but as something far more dangerous. Something he wants.

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    20 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    omega shane with fangs in a world where omegas are actually fucking terrifying.

    and ilya wants him, blood and fangs and all.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again. 

    “Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."

    “That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”

    “No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.” 

    “Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”

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    06 Jan 2026

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Their baby Wyatt is finally here and Shane Hollander thought he can handle pressure. He's captained a franchise. He's won battles on ice.

    But nothing trains you for the way your heart lives outside your body once you have a kid.

    Luckily, Ilya Rozanov is built for protecting what's his
    —especially when "his" is a sleepy baby and a husband who can't stop checking the monitor.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackle—team omega Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?

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    30 Dec 2025

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    A rookie's bad hit sends Ilya into the boards during the Boston-Montreal game. Shane's three weeks of broken Russian are barely enough to calm him down, but it's something.

    But when the scans reveal something much worse, Shane and Ilya have to figure out how to be there for each other in ways totally unforeseen.

    Or: nothing like facing mortality for two idiots in love to be honest about how they really feel!

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”

    Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”

    “Both.”

    “Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"

    (formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)

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    21 Dec 2025

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    The knock at his door comes about five minutes after Shane gets home, three minutes after Shane pees on the stupid sticks, one minute after Shane looks at the fucking pink plus signs, and about thirty seconds after tears spring to his eyes.

    Shane Hollander, professional hockey player and captain of the Montreal Metros, has a bun in the fucking oven.

    Or Shane and Ilya's enemies-with-benefits arrangement has some unintended consequences.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    After Jon and Damian get engaged, Jon makes an agreement to put his hero-ing on halt so he can move to Gotham with Damian. The only problem is, Damian’s family doesn’t really like him, especially Bruce. He shouldn’t be shocked, after all, Conner DID try to warn him…

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    11 Dec 2025

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    “What do you think you’re doing?” Damian questioned.

    Jon looked at him, looked down to the carton box he was currently holding, then looked back at Damian once more. Innocent blue eyes blinked behind his ridiculous glasses. “I told you. It’s a drinking party.”

    “And that’s anti-freeze.” Damian pointed at the box accusingly.

    -

    In which Jon attempts to get drunk, and Damian attempts to keep themhim away from doing stupid things. Both of them succeed in the end, mostly.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    In which Damian is woken by a nightmare. But not his own.

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    21 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL, this is cute and warm, it’s perfect

  18. Rec 39

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    “I see that you havent changed.”

    “Why would I need to? I’m already perfect.”

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    16 Sep 2025

  19. Rec 60

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    A couple of dabbles that I've posted on my Tumblr that I've decided to post on here.

    I'll most likely update this randomly whenever I get hit with the sudden motivation to write.

    I hope you enjoy them though!

    Chapter 14:
    “You have pretty eyes... I don't know if I ever told you that.”

    A voice that was smooth and soft replied back.

    “No... I don't think you ever have.”

    Not once did Damian move away from Jon's shoulder.

    “You're pretty...”

    “Am I now?...”

    God, he loves him.

    Jon loves him so much.

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    14 Sep 2025

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    There was something about Jon that set him apart from his father and brother. He was born with all the same abilities as the other two, born with the same black curly hair, born with the same DNA. Only thing was… he came across as very antisocial. Not in the cute-nerdy-awkward way, but the way where he genuinely didn’t care about others and their feelings. Didn’t care about how he could devastate someone with the sheer might of his awesome power. Didn’t care that a thug didn’t deserve death and that there was a weight to different crimes. Criminals were criminals and he was bred to do justice.

    or the fanfic where Jonathan Kent makes Damian Wayne his whole life.

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    29/?
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    25 Aug 2025

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