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    Skin hunger, sometimes called touch hunger or touch deprivation, refers to the human need for comforting, non-sexual physical contact. Touch activates the parasympathetic nervous system, which helps regulate stress and create a sense of safety.

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    25 May 2026

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    So I'll wait for you, love
    And I'll burn
    Will I ever see your sweet return?
    Oh, will I ever learn?
    Oh-oh, lover, you should've come over
    'Cause it's not too late

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    24 May 2026

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    There's this feeling in her chest, something heavy, yet hollow. Something that tells her she doesn't fit anymore - she used to, she knows that. She used to feel at home in this ER and with these people. But now, now there's a distance in the glances she gets, a quizzical judgement. Almost as if they're asking why she's still here.

    I don't know! She wants to scream at them. But I also don't know where else to go. She admits to herself quiety.

    It fills her brain with static and her body with discomfort.

    But it's funny. All of that stops.

    The noise. The frustration. The worry.

    It all stops when she looks at him.

    And he stands there, like a safe haven. The eye of the storm, nothing but pure calm laced into a prosthetic with salt and pepper hair.

    It calls to her like a lighthouse, beckoning her in with nowhere else to go.

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    24 May 2026

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    Don’t throw up in the sink, she tells herself.

    The cabinet swings open easily. Her eyes fall on the row laden with orange bottles of meds. Prazosin, for Johnathan Abbot, often prescribed for improving sleep, especially when the patient experiences frequent nightmares.

    The eyes of Dr. Mohan, M.D., have already flicked to the high dose bottle of Pregabalin before the brain of Samira Mohan has fully registered the name. Johnathan Abbot. 

    Abbot? Her breathing hitches. As in, PTMC’s Dr. Jack Abbot?

    Fuck, she thinks. I really shouldn’t throw up in this sink.

    Samira Mohan is just trying to get a life outside of the hospital. She accidentally ends up with the keys to Jack Abbot’s townhouse.

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    24 May 2026

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    for perv!robby enjoyers

    (“You’re such an asshole,” she whispers, and she’s crying again, but maybe she never stopped. Hiccuping a little, still pushing up greedily for more.

    "I know, bunny,” he says, soft, like he takes pity on her. And that’s worse, somehow, when he’s soft. When the teasing edge fades into something almost guilty, almost human. If he’s capable of that. His remorse, if he has any, doesn’t stop him either way.)

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    15 May 2026

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