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the next name arrives, carrying its own kind of trouble. it’s not trust at first sight.
how long can you stand next to someone before they start to matter?wooyoung had a way of losing bodyguards, no matter who they were.
coffee apologies, dead-eyed scrolling, too many doors left unlocked—none of them stayed long.
the new one doesn’t smile, and that’s almost a relief.he stands in doorways like a locked gate, follows him through crowds without ever touching, answers questions in a voice that makes them sound rhetorical.
it’s fine, really. safe. until wooyoung starts wondering what it would take to make him break character.or:
wooyoung’s worst habit is testing limits. the new bodyguard doesn’t have any—yet.
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Haphephobia - fear of being touched. Can present in various ways, for example as discomfort, nausea or pain.
~~~Wooyoung's new job begins with him grabbing his boss' hand, when he's been told to never, ever touch him. That turns out to be the first of many fuck-ups.
Not long after, he's started a mutiny in Hongjoong's ranks. And gotten slapped in the face. He thinks he really shouldn't fall for his short, sadistic, bully, tyrannosaurus boss. After all, Hongjoong can't be touched and Wooyoung is an affectionate idiot. Unfortunately his heart, his gut and his dick are all in agreement that fucking up isn't so bad, when punishment lets him get his knees on Hongjoong's floor.
~~~This story is also called Wildflower because, like wildflowers, both men have managed to grow despite harsh conditions, fragile and strong at once. Injuries more duct-taped-together than healed, they're too unconventional for most people, but might be just unconventional enough for each other.
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San narrows his eyes at the ceiling like he thinks he's saying too much. "I wanted it to mean something," he says, and Wooyoung's heart leaps. He observes it in himself with a sort of morbid fascination, like watching the slaughter of his self-respect in real time. Considering all that's happened, admitting that he likes San is relatively easy. Everything else not so much.
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Wooyoung likes to get around and top cute subs, so the last thing he expects to wake up his heart is a prude frat boy. Very soon he discovers that frat boy is more than he signed up for, and he is wholly unprepared for the force of nature that is Choi San.
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Something is stalking Yunho.
Yunho and Mingi have a casual friends with benefits thing, going two years. Lately, Yunho has felt like something watches him from the shadows. Silly, right? But when Mingi discovers what is hunting Yunho, his efforts to protect him opens Pandora's box on the supernatural – and Yunho and Mingi's relationship.
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Every Friday Mingi replenished the marks of protection on Yunho's neck, like wards against evil carved in burst veins and black blood, and often found his gaze lingering on the color-shifting artwork. He wished he'd never found out that Yunho's throat fit into his grip like it was designed to have Mingi's fingers around it.
He couldn't leave Yunho with an abuser to feed his own increasingly unsettling urges; because his chest cramped and his dick twitched every time he saw his own shameless claims on Yunho's skin. But the idea of his paints fading, and Yunho's pretty neck returning to a whole, healthy, untouched canvas, unblemished and unchained, made his gut wrench.
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18 Mar 2025