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After a while, he whispers it, barely louder than the rustle of his sheets.
A wish, a prayer, maybe it’s a plea.
“I want to know everything.”
It spills out of him in the stillness that follows, not loud, not dramatic, just the quiet truth of it.
“I wish you’d let me know you. I wish you trusted me with the parts you never show. The fears you don’t name. The secrets you keep buried so deep even you don’t look at them for long.
I wish I’d known you before life made you flinch. Before war and heartbreak, before your smile got quieter. I wish I’d seen the kid you were, so I could understand how you became the man I’m—
Buck pauses, the words catching in his throat.
—the man I’ve fallen in love with, without a shred of logic or timing or self-preservation.
I wish you’d let me know you.”
Or; Buck makes a wish and it comes true. So he spends the following twenty four hours with Eddie aging up three years every time he falls asleep.
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- Part 1 of three.
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19 May 2025
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everything is wrong, but it's alright by earthtolovers for californias
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 Nov 2024
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Buck had once told Eddie the universe was screaming at him. Truthfully, he should have screamed back.
What a cruel joke, Eddie thinks, hysterically. Take me instead, your fight is with me.
Buck & Eddie get stuck. They have a lot of feelings about it.
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27 Apr 2025
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if i lay here, would you lie with me (forget the world) by browneyedgirl6 for bi_buckrights
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jun 2023
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“Does this story have a point?” Eddie questioned, Lena narrowing her eyes at him.
“This guy, my sort of friend—what if he could watch Chris for you?”
Eddie furrowed his brows together. “You want me to leave my kid who’s halfway across the country with some—stranger?”
“It beats having him sent home to your parents, right?”
Well, she had a point there.
Eddie shook his head, overwhelmed with his thoughts.
“Look, I appreciate it Bosko, but I just—I don’t know. This is my kid we’re talking about.”
“I know that, and I know how much you love him. Hell, you’ve sent me ten plus emails when I was watching him for you.”
Eddie looked to where there was a line coming out of their commanders office. He turned to Lena, giving his full attention.
“Alright, tell me about this friend of yours.”
—or—
The one where Eddie’s in the army, Shannon gives up her rights to Chris, and Eddie needs a babysitter. Good thing Lena knows Buck, the guy having nothing better to do than help babysit until Eddie gets back. Eddie would come home, and he would leave; it wasn’t like they were going to build some lifetime friendship or anything.
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17 Jun 2023
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An ugly laugh comes out of Buck. It sounds bitter. And there’s nothing remotely funny about this. “I’m dying.” Buck’s voice hitch in his throat, his laugh turning into a wet sob.
“No. You’re not dying.” Bobby, raises his voice slightly. And for the first time since they took a fell, it sounds strong, stubborn. “I won’t let you. You hear me Buckley?” Because how dare Buck, Buck, of all people, surrenders with such an ease. Buck, who is stubborn and strong. How dare, Buck, someone who never gives up, accepts his fate?
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Bobby and Buck are trapped in a building, Buck being severely injured. Will they make it out alive?
911 Bingo 2022: Caught in an Explosion
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- Part 5 of 911 Bingo 2022
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04 Jun 2022
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A little bit of something (god, it's better than nothing) by justhockey
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Apr 2022
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They’ve done the not talking thing before and it almost ruined them, almost drove both of them to edges that they wouldn’t have been able to come back from. But this - it isn’t too late to talk about this.
“Buck, I-“ Eddie tries, but then Buck is sitting up and rolling out of bed - searching through the pile of clothes on the floor to find his own.
“Don’t worry,” he says, an easy grin on his face. “This doesn’t change anything with us.”
(Or, the friends with benefits fic that no one asked for.)
Bookmarked by BlueMusai
15 Apr 2022