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  1. Rec 17

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    Phil has been living with a migraine long enough that it’s begun to feel permanent, settling into his days and dimming everything it touches. Dan can’t fix it, not really, but he can lift, hold, darken the room, and make Phil laugh when he least expects it.
    Or,
    Some silly hurt/comfort about bad mornings, good partners, and love that shows up even when the lights are off.

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    24 Dec 2025

  2. Rec 26

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    “Your family’s nice,” Dan says quietly.

    “Dan, are you okay?” Phil asks, “Your heart’s pounding.”

    “Yeah. Yeah. I’m okay.” How can Dan explain that he isn’t just okay? He’s so much better. “Thanks for having me.”

    Phil’s answer is quiet with exhaustion and muffled by Dan’s chest, but Dan hears him loud and clear.
    “Always.”

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    In 2009, certified loverboy Dan Howell crosses the country to spend Christmas with his boyfriend of two months and his family. He discovers that the Lester family handles the holidays differently than Dan's family does.

    In 2025, Dan and Phil invite their families to spend Christmas in the house they built.

    This is a fic about then, and now, and a few points in between.

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    23 Dec 2025

  3. Rec *

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    Phil realized his superpower when he was seven years old. He can summon a single pigeon any time and place he wants. Useless, but kind of fun.

    It takes Dan until he's thirty-four to figure out what his power really is.

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    17 Dec 2025

  4. Rec 36

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    Dan and Phil return home from the hospital, and Dan’s Going Through It emotionally.

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    14 Dec 2025

  5. Rec 53

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    When Phil wakes up alone in bed, he ventures down the hall looking for Dan.

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    12 Dec 2025