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Buck was a big fan of Eddie's moustache.
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15 Jan 2026
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Black spots dotted his vision. Dying here wouldn’t be so bad— Maddie and Daniel would be sad, would probably avenge his death but he knew that his father would sooner whip him for getting caught in the first place— he had nothing to live for.
Except.
Chris was gripping the back of his shirt like his life depended on it and Buck just couldn’t stomach the thought of the boy dying in his arms. So, he kept going, kept running until his legs felt like jelly and his arms felt like they were falling out of their sockets.
Perhaps Buck's fate was doomed the moment he decided to rescue Christopher Diaz from his cruel brother-in-law, had been decided the moment Eddie Diaz's gaze fell onto him-- caught in the man's webs. Grateful for the blond’s part in saving his son, Diaz offered the Buckley’s a deal they couldn’t afford to refuse— he would protect Evan Buckley from an untimely death in the hands of Doug Kendall.
The catch? None, of course.
Eddie wasn’t the type to limit himself when he wanted something, or in this case, one particular someone.
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09 Jan 2026
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Evan Buckley has been living as a beta for the last 18 years. When he nearly faints, Bobby forces him to go to the doctor who tells him he has to choose between living as an omega, his true self, or dying as a beta.
It's an easy choice to make. Buck wants to live. But how will he adjust to finally living openly as an Omega?
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06 Jan 2026
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After the tsunami, Buck moves in with Eddie, determined to help Christopher through the nightmares that follow. Somewhere between midnight talks and quiet mornings, they cross the line from friendship to something else—but Buck learns too late that they’re not on the same page.
One heated argument about what they are, combined with Buck’s discrimination complaint against the LAFD, shatters the fragile thing they’d built. Now they’re not speaking, and Buck’s left wondering if he’s lost Eddie for good.
But when life-altering news drops into his lap, Buck is forced to decide—will he reach for Eddie, or let the distance between them become permanent?
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- Part 1 of Still Holding On
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04 Jan 2026
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'We need to talk about your behavior yesterday,' says Captain Diaz, 'your actions reflect poorly on this station, they reflect poorly on me and most importantly they reflect poorly on you. You put yourself in real danger. In a job like ours that's not sustainable.'
'Worried about me were you, Cap?' says Buck, tongue pushed against the inside of his cheek, lashes dipping.
'Of course.'
It's been a long time since someone truly worried about him; sure his housemates like him but they're not concerned in any real way about him and Maddie might distantly worry about him when he crosses her mind but he hasn't seen her in years and she doesn't reply to his postcards so it's probably not often.
'I won't—. I don't do it on purpose.'
'I know, Buck,' says Captain Diaz, 'you care about what we do, I can see that, but I need you to take the way we do things, the way I ask you to do things, more seriously.'
Buck wants to be good, he wants to get it right, nodding, looking up at Captain Diaz properly, 'I will. I do.'
Captain Diaz smiles and Buck can almost pretend he's remembering yesterday, not when he shouted at Buck, but after, 'that's all I'm asking.'
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- Part 1 of over & over
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30 Dec 2025