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  1. Public Bookmark 84

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    By definition, Dan Howell is not mentally well. He’s slowly losing hope and realizing that he’s not capable of having a ‘normal’ life with the list of mental disorders that suffocate his will to live.

    Honestly, Dan isn’t sure if it’s really worth it to try and survive.

    Until Phil Lester involuntarily steps into Dan’s life and by Phil’s definition, Dan’s more than worth it.

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    12 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Dan shows up to his best friend Tony’s fancy destination wedding convinced he’s still nursing a hopeless crush. Instead, he immediately injures Phil, the groom’s chaotic soon-to-be brother-in-law who is fresh off a breakup and trying very hard not to fall apart in public.

    It’s messy, it’s romantic, it’s a wedding weekend gone wrong in all the right ways.

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    29 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Phil works at a dyke bar in London. Dan is a divorced transbian who likes to visit dyke bars in London. Phil likes her quiet, modest life, and she's not really dating right now - especially not customers! Especially not rich ones. Dan is guarded, moneyed, and lonely. She's not looking for a relationship - they're nothing but trouble.
    Of course, nothing ever goes according to plan.

    Title: Someone To Lose - The Vaccines.

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    29 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Phil is haunting Dan. He sees him when he walks into rooms, curled up on the couch watching Buffy or thumbing through an old photo album of them together. Dan doesn’t believe it at first, because he’s a skeptic, but it soon becomes impossible to ignore.

    Things may not be what they seem though- and there may be a way they can get their happy ending after all.

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    18 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Dan surrenders to Phil, a tentacle creature, who fucks him, then guides his eggs into his belly

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    18 Mar 2026