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    Even drowning in evidence to the contrary, Simon's terrible fucked-up brain wants to believe in people, wants to believe they can change and care enough about him to do it, and so the cycle keeps churning. That’s the definition of stupidity, isn’t it? Doing the same thing over and over, expecting a new result. Feeling the same thing over and over again, knowing it won’t change anything.

    [Post-S1 re-imagining]

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    23 Jan 2024

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    And finally, he says what Simon has known and kept secret for over a decade now - I’m queer.

    - and incredibly proud to be so. I hope that by sharing my truth, it will encourage -

    Simon turns off his phone, the resounding click in his ears deafening as he stares at his own reflection in the blackened screen. He looks pale and gray, like he hasn’t been sleeping or eating enough.
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    Or: Wilhelm never returned to Hillerska after winter break. Ten years later, Simon watches him come out on national television. Then, they reconnect.

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    09 Dec 2023

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    When Wilhelm first meets Simon, he thinks he is the most beautiful boy he has ever seen.

    But Simon is already in a relationship and Wilhelm doesn't want to come between the couple. So, he does what anyone in his situation would do: try to get over his crush. While befriending said crush.

    What could possibly go wrong?

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    09 Feb 2023

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    Simon should really be at home, with his Mama. Or with Marcus. Marcus, who has tried to be so patient and understanding with Simon’s unreliability, excitedly inviting Simon over to stay the night whenever he wanted.

    And yet here Simon is. In bed with his ex.

    But, what he’d told Sara the night after the ball still rings as true as rain. He’d wanted to. He’d really, really wanted to. And Wille hadn’t stopped him. On the contrary, his hands had been everywhere all at once. Eager. Demanding. Curling up under Simon’s shirt, cupping his jaw, fisting in his hair. Burning. Branding.

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    Or, three moments of bedroom bliss through Simon's eyes, and how his love for Wilhelm has grown and changed, while somehow remaining exactly the same.

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    15 Dec 2022