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    Shane never sent the “We didn’t even kiss” message, but what he did do was call Ilya while he sat slumped and shivering in that damn elevator.

    Ilya comes. He fixes it and along the way Ilya communicates, also explains what happened to Shane since he seems to really not get it.

    He’s surprised Shane has never heard of a Subdrop.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
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    Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Shane rests his head against the window. Breathes in, out. Clenches his hands into fists on his lap, then slowly uncurls them.

    Nothing between his fingers now. No bedsheets, no shirt, no Ilya. No proper goodbye.

    No kiss.

    "Fuck," he breathes out. Fuck.

    This isn't the same as all those years ago. It isn't, and he knows it. But there's a strange, hollow feeling that's starting to expand in his chest. Making his ribs feel brittle, his lungs made paper-thin.

    Shane drops. It's unfortunate timing.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    The thing Steve Harrington fears most about Billy Hargrove?

    It's not the temper, not the violent streak of cruelty, not the way he makes the omega's heart race. What really scares Steve about the new alpha in Hawkins is the way he makes Steve honest.

    Or, Steve Harrington has been pretending to be a beta since freshman year but then Billy Hargrove comes into town and figures him out. To both of their embarrassment, Steve has no idea how to be an omega.

    Good thing they’ve got other shit to deal with.

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    06 Jan 2026