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    “Fuck… “ Kim muttered while watching Chay through the window, watching him sitting on the kitchen floor, crying next to a sad pile of what used to be a muffin with a slowly dying candle burried in the mess.

    Kim had no idea what to do.

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    Chay never really celebrated his birthday. Partly because usually there was no money to do so but more importantly because there was no one to celebrate it with.

    He didn’t have any friends close enough to do this with. Porsche, even though he always kept apologizing profusely, had to work and Athree wasn’t the type of person who would care about something like someone’s birthday.

    So Chay was always all alone on his birthday.

    It always had been like that and Chay got used to it.

    But this year it was supposed to be different. Chay was turning 18 and Porsche swore he wouldn’t miss that for the world. Porsche promised he would be there for Chay’s 18th birthday no matter what and Chay made a mistake of actually getting his hopes high… just to be let down, harder than ever before.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “He’s like a cat,” Arm muses, clearly less invested in the conversation than the gun he’s cleaning.
    “A feral one.” Pol extends a hand, large fingers curled to mimic a claw. “He’s leaving dead mice all over your heart.”
    Porchay laughs at the mental picture but there’s truth to it, too.

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    Porchay has never wanted this. He's caught up with the mafia, living in borrowed walls, and Kim is leaving him gifts like a feral cat instead of apologising. All he wants is to talk but he refuses to beg, and maybe that means he'll go to lengths he's not proud of.
    His life has narrowed down to a borrowed white room, and even his music feels tainted. Something has to change, before Porchay loses it completely...

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    16 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    "P'Kim?" Chay mumbled, eyes heavy, words slurred from the almost empty can of beer in his hand.
    "...hmm?"
    "Will you sing Stranger for me?"
    "Always."

    (a post canon au where Chay comes back to Bangkok for his final year internship after four years.

    Kim and Porchay face eachother again- older, now quieter, a little more careful with their words.

    What begins as subtle avoidance, confrontation then eventual awkward small talk becomes tentative friendship.

    They aren’t who they used to be. And maybe that’s a good thing.)

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    15 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Porsche had always laughed when he heard people complaining about how stressful and nerve racking the season is. Although that may be because he has never been terribly involved in the whole thing. But now that Chay was in his debut season he was horribly overwhelmed and completely unprepared for half the ton to be after his baby brother. fortunately, maybe unfortunately, Chay already had plans about how his time on the marriage mart would pan out. But Porsche doesn't know that so he still has to suffer.

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  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    "Have you ever loved me?"

    It should be an easy answer. A simple no. But Kim couldn't bring himself to say it.It's like every fibre of his being was revolting to make him say that-'yes I loved you- I still do, it was all real.' But that would be a foolish thing to say, wouldn't it?
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    Kim being in denial and everyone around him noticing.

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    27 Dec 2024