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    God only knows why he thinks it's appropriate to send what can only be considered borderline nudes to Shane, who is straight and in a committed relationship. Shane, again, tries to talk to Jessica about it, but she assures him that it's no big deal, plus, since they're gonna fuck this week, Shane might as well get comfortable looking at him.

    A small part of him takes it as permission. A larger part takes offense. Because why do Ilya's pictures, literally any of them, incite more reaction in Shane's body than any nudes he's gotten from a girl?

    Or: Shane's girlfriend wants to watch him get fucked by a man to spice up their relationship. Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    Shane Hollander is in an unhappy marriage — has been since they tied the knot two years ago (after five years of dating).

    His husband August manages the up and coming punk rock band CENTAUR. After sexual assault allegations are levied against the bands drummer, Dallas Kent, Shane’s husband is forced to beg the original drummer — Ilya Rozanov — to return.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Luke were highschool sweethearts, they had plans to go into the NHL together, play alongside each other, start to really plan their future as a couple.

    But when an injury crushes Shane's only dream, he's forced to sit back and watch as his boyfriend goes onto do everything that should've been his.

    Everything except beating the best player in the entire NHL league.

    Or,

    Shane had grown tired of his boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to give him an upgrade.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane's body feels warm and still inclined to movement — he rubs his own thighs gently, long strokes up and down. It seems like Ilya and Sasha just kiss for a long time, but Shane's still not sure he can be trusted to sort seconds from minutes from hours.

    Finally, they shed some clothes — Sasha’s shirt, which flutters so elegantly to the ground. Ilya's top. Sasha puts a hand in the centre of Ilya's chest.

    "How do you want to do this?" His eyes flick over to Shane. "I am guessing these days you have a… habit." His lips twitch. "But as you know, I'm flexible."

    Shane is fixated on the way Sasha's fingers look against Ilya's skin, so it takes a moment to process the words.

    "Sorry," he says. "Wait. What?"

    I asked myself, what would it take for Hollanov to switch, and it turns out my answer was Shane experiencing a total psychic collapse, featuring Sasha being an absolute menace.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    “How long?”

    Shane was shaking.

    “Coach?”

    “How long have you been fucking Ilya Rozanov?”

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    Instead of getting injured during the game after Tampa, pictures are released exposing the secret relationship between Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander. The two rival captains are forced to choose between everything they've spent years building and the person they never quite learned how to let go.

    Unfortunately, neither of them has ever been particularly good at walking away.

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    04 Aug 2026